[M4F] Searching for a Balls Castratrix Roleplayer

Hi ! Since some years I like to indulge in this kind of roleplay. Usually the scenario is that I am a restrained soon-to-be victim and the female roleplayer is the soon-to-be castratrix of my own balls, by applying constant pressure on them up to the rupture point. The rupture may be performed using
tools, machines, body parts … this is totally up to Her imagination. She needs to express her motivation, reveal if her character is performing this for a first time of if she is a serial castratrix …and why him, why now. I can guide a bit but the protagonist is mainly Her, who can explore the words that may accompain such an action to force him to be excited even if he should just be in terror and nothing else – and of course exciting herself more and more during the fantasy.
She likes what she's doing, she likes him to be totally terrified and she likes that his body reacts apparently in a different way than his mind. With his mind he would want to be miles away from there, but he can't avoid erection and she can't wait to make him notice.

My Limits: no real kinship, no
presence of other people in the scenario, no scat, no pee.

Let's see if I find a hidden castratrix writer here ;-)

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