Just some general life experiences I've had because of my small dick

I have a very small penis, not as small as some guys here but still not big, flaccid, I'm literally an innie, it just looks like a small circle where my foreskin shows the hiding place of my penis, hard I'm almost 4 inches. My girlfriend has been with many guys some with real monsters and some less so, but she admits that I'm by far the smallest she's ever had and to her credit she got with me despite knowing this beforehand as years ago I had slept with her friend who went around telling everyone she knew how small I was, and making fun of me every chance she gets. She has actually stopped having sex with me quite a while ago due to her not enjoying the sex, not only am I small but she's very big, over 6 feet tall and my penis just is not big enough for a woman that size, she has a female fwb to mess around with for her sexual needs but still occasionally enjoys playing with my penis for fun even if we no longer have sex. She likes to wash me in the shower and talk about my "little peepee" and getting him hard to wash him better, though I never cum. She cracks alot of small penis jokes, often talks about past lovers, brags about getting more girls than me and lots of little stuff like that.