Day 3 - Power dynamics

Day 3 - Power dynamics - I've had a few people ask about if I like the feeling of power I get when handling a guy's balls. I do enjoy it but it's not about control or domination for me. Sometimes when I'm holding a pair of testicles in my hands, I think about how it wouldn't take much to turn the pleasure I am inflicting into severe pain and the guy would be completely powerless to stop me.

Sometimes I wonder if the guy is thinking about how vulnerable he is. To have this petite woman grasping his testicles in her tiny hands, knowing the small feminine hands that feel so good could hurt him so much in an instant, inflicting excruciating pain and could leave him holding himself in tears and aching for days. How does that make him feel? Is he nervous, scared, excited? Does he secretly want it to happen?

The idea of actually hurting someone badly doesn't really do anything for me. What I like about it instead is knowing that I have that power, but being merciful enough not to use it. I don't want to hurt my partner or violate the trust my partner has in me or else he might not ever let me play with him again.

When I do sensual ballbusting with my partner it is a game of give and take. I am not dominating him. I will often do whatever I want with his balls and handle them with authority but he'll also order me around and tells me what he wants me to do to him, sometimes being quite forceful about it. I get so turned on when I hear him tell me to squeeze his balls harder or when he tells me to suck on them and grabs my head and presses his balls into my face and I love hearing his moans of pleasure as I follow his orders, knowing that I'm doing something for him that he really wants.

Stay tuned for tomorrow when I talk about testicle sucking.