12 Days of Sensual Ballbusting (Non-Fiction, a unique female perspective) Days 1-4

Here's the Christmas post I promised at the end of the last non-fiction story I posted here. This ended up being way bigger than I originally planned and I had to split it up because it was over the character limit.

This is light, sensual content so if you're looking for pain and suffering this isn't going to be for you.

You can either click on the links for each post or if you just want to read and scroll I will paste them all in order below and in the other parts.

Day 1 - Intro and "What is sensual ballbusting to me, and how rough is too rough?" - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18haikf/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_intro_and_day_1/

Day 2 - Asking permission and exploring boundaries - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18ilnrl/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_2_asking/

Day 3 - Power dynamics - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18itc58/day_3_power_dynamics/

Day 4 Day 4 - Testicle Sucking - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18jj7qx/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_4_testicle/

Day 5 - Using anchor points for force control - Part 1 - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18kkh18/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_5_using_anchor/

Day 6 - Edging - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18lqa2i/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_6_edging/

Day 7 - Using anchor points for force control - Part 2 - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18lvz6e/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_7_using_anchor/

Day 8 - Verbals and Aftercare - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18mnsa1/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_8_verbals_and/

Day 9 - My favorite sensual ballbusting position Part 1 - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18ng52p/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_9_my_favorite/

Day 10 - My favorite sensual ballbusting position Part 2 - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18okn9i/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_10_my_favorite/

Day 11 - More positions where he's in control of how hard he gets busted - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18pfvxq/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_11_more/

Day 12 - Silicone Cock Rings - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18q6kaj/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_day_12_silicone/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3

Conclusion - https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18qq1ah/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_conclusion/

*Intro*

Reader, do you want to read non-fiction sensual ballbusting content written from a unique female perspective? Do you perhaps have a partner you want to try sensual ballbusting with and are interested in hearing about someone else's experiences before you dive in? Do you just want to pleasure yourself while you read this because this kind of smut sounds appealing to you (no judgement here)? Well if so you're in for a treat! Or at least I do hope you consider it one ;)

For the next 12 days I will be hosting an event here on this account for you all that I think you're going to really enjoy. Some days I'll post about my thoughts and experiences, other days I'll describe a sensual ballbusting technique that I have used personally. Perhaps I'll throw in something spicy that I haven't thought up yet.

*I will say this upfront - I am not an expert and in no way qualified to give out advice about sex or BDSM. I don't even know what qualifies a person for that. I'm just a lady on the internet sharing my thoughts and experiences. Consider anything posted by this account for adult entertainment purposes only.*

**Day 1 - What is sensual ballbusting to me (and how rough is too rough)?**

*Too rough could be quite hard or as light as a feather. Sensual is consentual. It doesn't matter how hard or lightly you bust or touch someone there. If they don't want to be touched there, that's abuse. Lecture over.*

To me sensual ballbusting is a light form of ballbusting or testicle play where I can safely explore the fetish in a way that feels good to my partner. When I am busting someone, I just want to use enough force that it feels good and I like to try to push it to the peak of pleasure without it crossing the threshold into pain.

I don't have much of a preference when it comes to what a guy's tolerance level is. Sure it's nice to be able to roughly grab a guy and slap him around without worrying about hurting him, there are a lot more ways to explore sensual ballbusting with someone like that but the other way can be sexy to think about.

Something I have never explored but I find incredibly arousing is the thought of busting a guy who wants to have his balls tortured but doesn't want to feel pain, where his tolerance is so low that he trembles at the lightest touch but still longs to have his testicles tickled with my fingertips or a feather duster as he squirms in delight. If it's fulfilling to him then it's fulfilling to me. I just want to give him what he wants.

To me, exploring this fetish is about being nice to the testicles, to make up for the abuse they've taken in the past. It can feel very healing and fulfilling to me to participate in this kind of testicle play, building trust with my partner. It is very intimate to be the only one who's allowed to touch his balls because he feels safe with me.


**12 Days of Sensual Ballbusting: Day 2 - Asking permission and exploring boundaries**

It's important to ask for permission when you do this kind of stuff, even if you don't intend to cause pain. My partner understands that if they let me know they don't like what I'm doing, I'll stop right away and apologize but my goal is to never get that far. So with that understood, when I'm with someone new I'll ask them if there's anywhere that it's not ok for me to touch them or I'll just straight up ask them if i can touch their balls. If I'm allowed then I'll start lightly touching them and doing different things like lightly tapping with my finger tips, asking "is this ok?" while slowly getting faster and harder, doing little slaps and getting more intense.

I like grabbing a guys balls when they're hanging low and squeezing them. First I'll start off by putting my hand below his balls and reaching up until I'm just lightly touching the bottom of his sack with my fingertips and I'll stroke it a little bit, giving it little pats with my fingers. I like to reach further under so that his balls are sitting in the palm of my hand and then pull my hand back, holding my fingers together, rubbing my fingers along the back of the testicles and softly flicking his testicles with my fingertips as I get to the end, then repeating the motion again. Then I wrap my fingers around his balls and I gently squeeze, like squeezing an avocado to see if it's ripe, gently pressing my fingers into the soft flesh and feeling a slight give. If this is my first time with someone I'll ask them "do you like it when I squeeze your balls like this?" before continuing. If they give me the green light to go ahead, I'll slowly increase the pressure to that of a firm hand shake. I'm usually stimulating their penis while I'm squeezing and gently rolling his balls around in my hand. I'll vary the pressure as I massage his balls then I squeeze firmer as I roll them around, feeling them squishing like silly putty as I gently kneed them with my fingers, letting my fingers dig in ever so slightly. Slowly increasing the pressure, paying attention to every response my partner has to make sure he's okay. The goal is for him to be enjoying himself, if he doesn't seem to be enjoying himself I stop and check in.

My goal is bust hard enough to reach maximum pleasure without things getting too intense that he needs to stop me. I increase the intensity slowly as I play with his cock and let him play with my body. As he gets more aroused he can take harder shots or harder squeezing. I want to hear him get loud as I play with him but only because the pleasure is so intense that he can barely contain himself. Maybe throwing in a firmer, playful slap from time to time that comes as a bit of a shock but turns out to just be a nice surprise because by then he's so excited that it feels good. Anytime I've been stopped by a man it's always just them calmly letting me know "oh hey, not so hard/fast" or "could you readjust your grip?" (if I've been holding onto his dick or balls for too long with my hand in the same position) but if I ask if he's ok he says yeah he's fine. The intensity is increased nice and slow so that he's not getting a really unexpected hard hit that's going to make him groan and curl up in pain, he can speak up when things just start to creep out of his comfort level before they become too painful.

*Ok everyone, that's the end of the sexy talk but if you are interested in reading more about my vision for this account, head on over to the comments section for Day 1. https://www.reddit.com/user/StrangeSympathyBB/comments/18haikf/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_intro_and_day_1/ There were some engaging comments that I responded to down there. Thank you to those who commented, responding really helped me articulate what I wanted to express about what I'm doing here.*

**12 Days of Sensual Ballbusting: Day 3 - Power dynamics**

I've had a few people ask about if I like the feeling of power I get when handling a guy's balls. I do enjoy it but it's not about control or domination for me. Sometimes when I'm holding a pair of testicles in my hands, I think about how it wouldn't take much to turn the pleasure I am inflicting into severe pain and the guy would be completely powerless to stop me.

Sometimes I wonder if the guy is thinking about how vulnerable he is. To have this petite woman grasping his testicles in her tiny hands, knowing the small feminine hands that feel so good could hurt him so much in an instant, inflicting excruciating pain and could leave him holding himself in tears and aching for days. How does that make him feel? Is he nervous, scared, excited? Does he secretly want it to happen?

The idea of actually hurting someone badly doesn't really do anything for me. What I like about it instead is knowing that I have that power, but being merciful enough not to use it. I don't want to hurt my partner or violate the trust my partner has in me or else he might not ever let me play with him again.

When I do sensual ballbusting with my partner it is a game of give and take. I am not dominating him. I will often do whatever I want with his balls and handle them with authority but he'll also order me around and tells me what he wants me to do to him, sometimes being quite forceful about it. I get so turned on when I hear him tell me to squeeze his balls harder or when he tells me to suck on them and grabs my head and presses his balls into my face and I love hearing his moans of pleasure as I follow his orders, knowing that I'm doing something for him that he really wants.

Stay tuned for tomorrow when I talk about testicle sucking.


**12 Days of Sensual Ballbusting: Day 4 - Testicle Sucking**

The first time I ever sucked on a guy's testicles I was 19. It was a new relationship and I didn't know if he was into ball busting or testicle play at all. I was going down on him and then I pulled his dick out of my mouth and held it in my hand so it was out of the way, squeezing and jerking it a little. I moved my mouth down, hovering just above this testicles and licked the seam. He jumped in surprise and let out a gasp, he wasn't expecting that! Then he giggled a little. I licked him a few more times, moving his balls around with my tongue and then sucked one of his testicles into my mouth, careful not to accidentally nick him with my teeth. I swirled my tongue around, licking the skin and massaging the testicle, sometimes flicking it with my tongue. I could hear his moans of ecstasy and disbelief that this was happening to him. I slid it out of my mouth and the moaning stopped. Then another gasp of pleasure as I sucked the other one into my mouth and gave it the same treatment. We had sex after that and later on when we were cuddling he thanked me for being so good to him that night. I'm pretty sure about which part he was referring to.

With my current partner he will kneel beside me on the bed, next to my shoulder and then lean over me. His balls hanging over my face as he supports himself with one arm resting against the wall (or where the headboard would be if we had one) while he fingers me with the other hand or we'll 69 with him kneeling with his knees on either side of my head and he'll eat me out while I suck on his nuts.

When I have his nut sack hovering over me like this I'll start by gently pressing my mouth and chin into it, nudging at first and then giving some firmer presses, pumping a bit like you might when stepping on a guy's balls and pumping them with your foot or kneeing a guy in the balls and holding the knee in place and gave it a few extra pumps without fully retracting. It's all really gentle though, I can only move my head so much in this position so it would be difficult to do it vary hard even if I wanted to (I'll be writing more on what I call "anchor points", not sure what the correct term is, tomorrow to cover how to keep the amount of force under control in a similar way using other techniques like elbows, knees, etc.). Then I'll kiss and lick the bottom of his sack, getting it nice and slippery. Sometimes the kisses are very firm or I'll lick him hard, pressing my tongue into his scrotum and moving the balls around. Once the skin is wet and slippery I'll open my mouth a bit but not big enough, I'll gently suck on the skin and create a little bit of suction, repeating this kissing/sucking motion, sometimes using my tongue a little as I hold a testicle in place with the suction. This is basically like french kissing his testicles. Eventually I'll open my mouth wider and suck one of his nuts into it, giving it the same treatment as in the first part of this post. If I open my mouth really wide I can suck both in at the same time but his testicles are a decent size so it's harder to move my tongue around if they're both in there. My tongue just lays flat and licks the bottom of his sack for the most part.

While I'm sucking his balls I am either playing with his penis by hand or if we're 69ing then sometimes I'll lube up my tits and rub his dick around on them or press my tits together and press his penis into them, raising and lowering my chest so that I'm slightly humping him from below.

days 5-8 https://www.reddit.com/r/BallbustingStories/comments/18qqz32/12_days_of_sensual_ballbusting_nonfiction_a/