I'm a lesbian who likes ballbusting... Here's how that works

Heyy, so this has been a weird recurring fantasy of mine since I was young, I'm not sure what caused it.

Basically my fantasy takes one of two forms - either the world is all female and all girls naturally have balls (though no penis, just balls), or the world is as it is but I have the power to click my fingers and give any girl I want balls.

Usually it is the second one so I will go with that - so in my fantasy I will give a girl balls out of nowhere (usually someone I know, be it friends or family, though occasionally it will be a celebrity in a kind of fan-meet scenario). I will then bust their balls, usually popping them, and after I am done I will click my fingers again and there will be no proof of what I did... only they and I would know what I did to their short-lived balls.

I have also on occasion had the same fantasy but masochistic, where I grow the balls instead, but this is far rarer for whatever reason.

I am not attracted to men or penises at all, and only enjoy thinking of balls in a female context... I don't understand it lol

So yeah, just something I wanted to get off my chest; has anyone ever heard of anything like this or am I just weird? Haha