Treated like trash

I'm an early 50's mwm. Been married about 15 years, together 18. Right before meeting my wife I finally gave in to urges and blew my first guy. I'd always thought it looked fun, and was instantly hooked. Swallowed that first guy's load too. I've sucked a lot of cock in the past near 20 years. Used to be CL, now I go on DL which is more miss than hit. I don't want a reg thing, I get excited knowing I won't know who opens the door and will never see them again. I like a guy that talks down to me while I'm working his cock.

Always the same though. say they're something they're not. I've sucked so many 4" cocks that advertised as 7 I couldn't count.

Last week I answer some guys ad, says he's 58 and a thick 7". Sure. I said to be in a towel when I get there. I show up. he opens the door in a towel. Didn't lie about his age, one point. He drops the towel. I drop to my knees and take him in my mouth. He immediately starts talking shit to me, calling me names. I loved it. Now he was good and hard in my mouth. Filled my mouth. Guy was actually thick and about 7. I couldn't believe it.

Then he went into overdrive on the talking, shoved my head on his cock. cock down my throat. couldn't breath, tears. Loved it. He just kept talking shit, calling me more names. Then he said she was sitting down, ordered me to crawl to the couch between his legs. started slapping my face with his cock. Shoved my head on it again. Did that over and over.

He let up so I could suck his nuts and stoke his cock some. Then grabbed my hair to shove my head on his cock. All the way down. He came while I had tears in my eyes, not able to breath from the cock in my throat. The only bad part was not getting the cum in my mouth to taste and play with. I got up and walked out while he called me names.