How My fetish takes away my balls(mashed pulp is only thing that's left)

It was about two years ago, while watching a movie with my girlfriend in which the main lead actress kicked a guy in his balls,after watching that my girlfriend was laughing and my dick got harder with orgasm,I have never fell that kind of feel. After that I was just thinking about what was that feeling I was curious about that feeling so much,so I discovered more videos in which girls kicks guys in the balls,I fell erection and orgasm and in just three days of watching I discovered the word ballbusting,that day I first time seen that kind of porn it was a Brazilian ballbusting video in which a dark tone girl(I love dark girls) kicking a guys balls but both of them are naked she was changing position and giving full force kicks balls are getting flattered by his foot, she wass laughing and enjoying that and that videos was so fucking amazing for me that was the video which discovered my ballbusting and humiliating fetish.
So after that I discovered many terms like cbt, face sitting, pissing in mouth,slave etc. from all of these i was fell in love with getting kicked in the balls,squzing and stomping by girls with enjoy drinking thier piss with cleaning their ass and pussy by my toungh. So I was going to do that in real but my gf didn't agreed so on internet I discovered an site at which we can hire dominatrix woman for our desire or if we wanna enjoy suprise and humilation we can choose one day crushed inb house, I chosed that option and that website shoed three options 1st little punishment and humilation, 2nd got swollen blue balls with golden shower and blow job 3rd all feature but extreme power, 3rd one was cheaper than the both so I clicked 3rd than a window opened and a text written in this house we will be locked naked with an dominatrix of our choice and she do what she wants for her enjoyment so I choosed an tall dark girl about 25 of age and her legs are so huge with his big boobs it made my dick hard even just seeing photos of her so I was excited so enjoys this I removed my clothes and entered the house, I entered and saw her standing i front of me she was taller than my her legs and body making me harder she was not fullyb naked but wearing tight bikini she than locked the door and ordered me to get in doggy position I followed her than ,she tied a belt in my neck like dog and kicked my ass and ordering me to wall upstair in my room.in room some ballbusting equipment like a rubberband an X shaped wooden stand for tieing me and ballbusting shoes (Converse Shoes, high heels with sharp edges and big heavy boots) and some ropes etc, for shoes she use high heels first she locked the room and ordered me to stand in front of her, I did what she said than she said hold your dick upward and spread your legs apart. Did that she smiled looking at my hanging balls, my sack was Swinging in air freely. She said in a childish nature yeah wow this is perfect. She said please make sure you kick yourself at that position she than stand like a taekwondo practitioner I was fully shocked. She said don't worry I am an black belt so my aim will never miss from target(balls)than she said ok let's go she just give a slow snap kick right between my nut sack perfectly, for few seconds I didn't feel pain but after sometime I fell pain in my stomach, my body got naturally bent and I was afraid about her full force kicks, she said are you ok I said ok very good. she than smiled and jump like a child and laughed yeah let's go than she kick continuous 5 snap kicks also the power was increasing one after another with in seconds I was rolling on ground with pain holding my nuts and she laughed watching her laughing and enjoying made my dick harder I wanna feel more humiliating so I stand up and said her you are too weak I think your black belt is a garbage with end of my sentance her smiling face changed in angry face she said I will make you cry and beg for your balls but you know what I will not stop until I feel satisfaction. She than scream so let's go she give a full force kicks in my balls perfectly landing on my balls, bridge of her feet flattered my balls, my balls are squized between my pelvic bone and her feet I was in shock what the fuck just happened my dick just got sleep and what the fuck I was watching she was aiming for another kick her feet was swung backwards and than speedly comes forward with in blink of an eye I fell down on ground holding my balls and she came near my spread my legs and sat on my belly in the way that her ass face me and her each knees holding my each hand on ground I was trying to move but I couldn't. I took my legs closer but I think that help her more because when was I. Spreading legs postion my balls aren't touching ground but hanging freely so if she hit my balls the bounce and save themselves but in this close leg position my balls are concentrated at an place and my thighs are working as a ground surface. She than started punching my balls her punches are so quick and powerfull than I was trying to spread my legs but she hold both my legs and tie them, than she said that very good punching bag if my punches are weak his balls will be saved if my punches have power it will crush his balls let's go she continued punching I was screaming now but she don't care she punched for 3 mins and said yeah you are strong your balls are not wake as I was thinking so those balls need more force I was in deep trouble 😵‍💫 she was laughing again I was feeling orgasm with this my dick again got harder than she said ohk we have 3 min rest but for that time I will suck your dick so enjoy please I was in pain but this blowjob literally recovering me but those 3 mins ended so quickly she said ohk over let's start she again started punching with full force and for 3 mins I was screaming for all 3 mins but she didn't cared at all she was laughing and enjoying crushing my balls. While punching she was talking like wow feeling those testicles on my hard knuckles really good it is reliving stress very good I was shocked after hearing those words than she stopped after 3 min. She than hold my balls tightly and said oh shit I think those punches aren't worth it, take five min rest I am coming back
Than she comeback fully naked and said I am going to piss in your mouth baby just open your mouth with a dark laugh har black hairy pussy and ass are my favourite she than sitt on my face in the way that my Mouth covering her whole pussy she said don't make the floor dirty otherwise my punishment will be more brutal.than she started pissing hot salty liquid in my mouth I was amazed by this and she piss for atleast a min I was drinking all piss and in the end I cleaned her pussy properly, than she now I will show you the best ball crushing moves one by one, than she opened my legs and ordered me to stand near the wooden X than she tied my arms and legs tightly so I can't move my body than she take a rope which was just for removing my dick from the way of her target(testicles 🥚 🥚) after that she tied a rubber ban two my balls so they can escape her attacks than she said baby you know now nothing can save your balls aka my target now only one thing left that is surprising element for you I will blindfold you so you will get surprise with every attack I was screaming and begging to stop because it was my limit it is not enjoyable than she said I don't like it please enjoy it because you choosed it by yourself so why are you screaming just say" thank you misstress", for my work but I was still screaming,so she got fustred and kneed my balls in anger I screamed more than she said ohk I have an solution for you baby wait, after
Some time she took an v shaped underwear 🩲 which was smelling bad she said I didn't washed is from last week I clean my pussy and ass with this from a week on the place of tissue paper so it have my piss a d poop than she folded that underwear in sphere shape and put that in my mouth I was feeling a disgusting taste and smell that was unbearable but I can't do anything than she blindfolded me. Than she said wow yeah now everything is silent 🔕 very good baby now use your ears to find me, I could hear she was circling myself her foot steps making me scared than she suddenly stopped in front of me and takes backward step now everything was silent 🔕 the next thing I feel was an feet crashed between my less flattering my balls at my pelvis and giving a splash sound. I was in pain but unable to do anything she was kicking and stopping kicking and stopping I was getting surprised with every blow and than she said baby now you understood the pain with thriller and surprise have different feeling your money is not wasted than she screamed it's time for close combact she came near me and placed har knee on my balls in this way my balls are resting on her knees she said baby you can feel my knee now give attention to my words for more thriller when ever I knee upward your balls will freely eascap the way so I will Remove the band and let them hang than she didn't that I feel relieved than she placed her knees again and said if I with knee you with this angle angle first forward than upward than your balls will be trapped between two surfaces one my knee and other your pelvis bone ha ha ha she laughed loudly while slowly showing me that angle I can feel that what she said was afraid and surprised at the same time with in the regret of choosing the third option than she removed her knees I feel nothing and than a sudden slam to my balls that was the most painful thing I ever feel she continued her knees with the word burst! burst! burst!!!! With every blow after a out 20 knee she was holding and squizing my balls I was feeling like someone just hammered my stomach my whole body got disabled and I hear her voice baby your balls are still there don't worry ohk surprise is over now i will open your eyes she unfolded my eyes and remove her underwear from my mouth, only thing I said was water water I am trusty please ma'am she said good boy wait I am taking a glass she took a glass and I was waiting for water but she started pissing in that glass and dip her underwear in that glass and rub that near her ass and what just happened her u derwear was fully covered by her poop than she said first drink this glass I did that and than she said hold my underwear now i closed my mouth she laughed ha ha ha ha i know how you will open your mouth than she slamed her knees three times more and I screamed louder than she suddenly put her u derwear in my mouth and now everything is silent now it's time for wearing the finishers the heaviest of all the best ballbusers my big boots she removed her heels and aim for my balls from 2 metres and thow both heels one by one with full power the bad thing was both heels landed between my sack it was to sharp and painful even I got little cuts on my balls and little blood coming outward she said no no no my floor will get blood stained i think I should stop it than she said ohh I have an better idea floor is already dirty but those cuts need something, she said wait baby I will comeback than after few seconds she was standing in front of me holding an plastic container, she said baby you know what is in this container I moved my head left and right she said it's has chilie powder and salt mixture I will put that on your cuts for extra fun ha ha ha ha wow you are the luckiest guy I never got these much ideas, ohk let's go she did what she said that mixture doubled my burning sensation and she was enjoying it and laughing, than she said ohk baby time is getting passed so I will show you my final blows she took two step backwards and run in front of me jumping on one foot and suddenly slaming other foot in my balls those heavy boots just slamed and hit like hell this pain was unbearable she that fir continued for 10 kicks that pain made me cum and my balls are fully purple 🟣 and my cuts are getting expanded I was in so
o much pain and my stomach getting ache, than she stopped and said baby wait let me check your balls she hold and squeezed my balls was was screaming in my head with pain and she said
Still there is something round round left I think it's time for final attack the rotation back kick with my boots heel you know why is this move so effective no how you would have know of this let me explain the spining back kick have monentum and force of full body and all muscle of my body also the heel of my boot is made specially with 4 layers one is soft layer for protection of my beautiful fee and reamai 3 hard layer for crushing those useless testicles of yours out of three one is a metal plate and two are wooden boards which made this blow most effective and a manhood finisher. Baby I am so excited for this because I love watching crushed balls so wait I will adjust my camera that will capture whole clip and I will upload my 10th crushed nuts clip and my lady bose give me extra money and my name and Id will reach more people like you ha ha ha ha, ohh I forgot about the last thing adding an wooden board behind hour balls so that they will be trapped between my heel and this board than she attached an wooden board behind my ass which was perfectly made for testicle crushing because it was made in the way that it's flat and thin suface remained at my ass and back off my legs and the part of board witch was thick and platue shaped that was touching my balls from behind now I can see my balls in the big screen in front of me which was connected to camera than she said let's began she stepped backward and said let's go and spin his body two times and suddenly land her heel to my balls I was completely blacked out and hear a sound like two wooden boards are strickens to each other and a smal squished sound. Finally I got conscious again and on the screen a slow motion video of crushing my testicles was playing I was feeling nothing but deep fear and empty because I wasn't feeling any pain down there and that video on screen showing how that heel perfectly landed and after landing my both cuts got exploded and my both balls get out of my sack and video got stopped I was thinking my balls are still safe but surgery can fix them but suddenly she played the video and that showed she kicked second time on my both balls that fully crushed them nothing left rather than my dick hangging down she said hi baby my work is finished thank you for making my day but you can't go home because without balls your dick is also useless so I will cut off your dick now and I will make you a dickless and ballsless man that is also use less so you just work at my house for cleaning and I will piss and pee in your mouth whenever I want