7/5/24

I’m thinking of doing unfiltered diary entries here. I used to do this on OF, but I’m no longer active due to OF’s affiliation with Israel. so, i’ll do shorter entries here and more deeper, more detailed entries on my Loyal Fans account. I will monetize it on LF, because honestly my mind is a deep kinky hole. no one should read my inner thoughts for free lol.
today though I’ve been thinking about my domme style. I realize a lot of people think findom is “fuck you, pay me”, and even when I express that’s not my style people seem even more confused. “why would men send money without being bullied into it?”
I just believe my time is worth it. I’m beautiful, smart, and rare. I believe just simply knowing me is a honor. ex partners have described me as a goddess, but I thought they were simply being corny at first. then I realized they are right. there is something about me that could only be described as a force of nature.
I would also like to add I am unapologetically kinky, lol. this kink works so well for me because I am confident and not easily shaken. I know my work, so anything involving kink is going to cost, ALOT.
I have been thinking about the duality of my d/s personas. in findom, i’m strictly dominant. money is the ultimate physical manifestation of power and I’m never willing to spend on anyone, but myself, of course. but, lately i’ve been thinking how would a sub respond to hearing that i am a unapologetic cuck to dominant men LMAO.
imagine sending your hard earnings to me because you believe I am your god. you send like a loyal disciple even though, you know the only sexual satisfaction you can give me is financial. imagine praising someone only to hear that she’s a stone cold masochistic cuck outside of findom lmaoooo.
I hope I find more subs who accept my quirky kinks lol.
I’ll write more about my cuck adventures on Loyal Fans!

thanks for reading xx