Finally found like minded individuals

I'd never been able to eat my own cum, alone. When I was younger I had a girlfriend who loved to swallow. She wouldn't let me cum inside, had to pullout every time so she could swallow. One time while drunk I told her to snowball me, she didn't even act like she heard me. Then all of a sudden after I came she kissed me and spit my cum in my mouth. after the initial shock I wanted it again. She loved doing it, but insisted I snowball back because she wanted to be the one to swallow. After her a while later I dated someone that hated cum, but loved when I came inside and then ate her. I did so every day we were together.

My wife hates cum and is disgusted by the idea, so none of either of those for me. Even when I was snow balling or eating a cream pie I couldn't jerk and eat my own cum. I always stopped. I found this sub a week ago and read some ideas. Today it finally happened. I came into a shot glass. Waited a couple minutes watching more porn, then drank the glass. I def see this happening a lot more.