I hate this society, I hate patriarchy, I want to scream

Hey I am Elena a 25 years old girl pleasure to meet you all. I was always interested about gymarchism but just from a sexual view, I always had a very kinky sexuality releared to femdom and female domination in general.

About political and social I was actually a moderate feminist. I was raised by an only mother who was a Feminist and she teach me about equality between gender...

Now I am through a difficolut period of my life and I am loosing the faith in this "moderate" form... I speak with tons of guys during my life and jesus... 90% at least are completely dumb! Their tought is lead only by sex and work! I also have an high libido, I masturbate at least two times a day but I don't go molesting random guys or girls.

This morning on the supermarket a kinda young guy (around 30) literally squeeze my ass and ran away... I stayed 15 seconds in a "wtf" state... then I realised a guys molested me in front of like 40 people and nobody say a word!

You know what? I should exploit my fetish to against random guys. I love ballbusting. Do you think is a good idea kicking random guys in the testicles?

The society is frustrating and I hate it.... but there is still a small part of me, probably lead by a socialism tought, who still belive in equality even if is quickly fading away... I am in a really confuse period... I found this group randomly some day ago and after this episode I can't help to write this for put out all my frustration!