Are there any other girls like me who like both ballbusting and cuntbusting? (yes I mean take the hit too)

Throughout my life I had many experiences and, with my old account, I often had the opportunity to speak with other woman in this fetish. Speaking I found that all girls are "strictly" in "ballbusting" (or cuntbusting) as dominant.
I never found a girl who is actually pure switch like me, who loves ballbusting (a lot) but also likes the masochistic side of getting hit down there...maybe during a fight or a challenge.

Yeah, I know, getting hit in the clit is a lot less painful... but still (trust me) hellishly painful. I guess I am really weird and open minded and I was curious if you ever met othere girl who likes both bust and "getting busted" like me.

Somtimes I also wonder what it is to actually take a kick having testicles... ahah

Probably all this peculiarity came from the idea of a "meritocratic' point of view of sub/dom dynamic... I really like to "deserve" my dominant position defeating phisically, or also mentally, the other person. If I loose it also mean that I "deserve" it so I accept it and it is actually hot too.