First time success story! / How to get over LEO anxiety

Long time lurker and finally got the courage to finally go for it. I was always nervous about getting arrested doing something like this. Last Friday I had the day off and figured what the hell let’s just do it. I did my research thanks to this page and found a place on RM with recent reviews. Drove over and scouted it out and built up enough courage to go for it. I remember waiting in my car butterflies in my stomach going crazy. This amp was in a standard stripmall plaza type with the usual “open” neon light signs and pictures you see. The door was covered by an interior curtain but the lights were on and the neon sign was going so I figured that was a good sign. Checked the door and it was locked which i'm told isn’t unusual for something like this. I noticed the door bell and rang it. It was probably only about 30 seconds but it felt like an eternity. Just sitting out there exposed. This was a pretty busy street and I was scared someone would see me. 



I was about to just walk away. I did have a backup location in case this didn't work. Then I noticed the curtains move a little and this beautiful asian woman probably 25ish moved the curtains and unlocked the door and opened it for me. My jaw dropped because I was shocked how beautiful she was. Most of the reviews for AMP in my area are not known for being lookers if you will. The big thing I noticed was she had massive boobs that were falling out of this silky night gown type dress. Easily at least DDD cup if not bigger and natural looking.  I am a boob guy so this was VERY exciting to me. I got hard just looking at her lol. I know Asians usually don't have the biggest boobs! I figured I was in a good position based on how she was dressed. 



She says “come in” and walks me through the room. It looked like an old dentist or office type thing and walked me to the room. Ask how long i said “half hour” she asked for payment and I gave it to her. (her english isn't great) and she leaves room. Nerves were kicking in I instantly thought I was being recorded or police were about to barge in but I tried to relax and start to take off my clothes. I figured I didn't do anything illegal yet just getting a massage.



I strip naked like instructed to do so, lie flat down on the table and don't put the blanket over me. I also leave cash on the counter next to me visible. She walks in and instantly grabs a towel and puts it over me (bummer i figured) and starts the massage. The massage felt okay. I never really got one before so I don't have much to compare it to but it felt nice! When she walked by me I touched her leg and she didn't pull away (good sign). 



About 20 mins goes by and she ask me to flip over and she removes the sheet. There was zero teasing so I didn’t know what to expect. She started massaging the front with no towel but ignored the groin area totally it was almost a bit awkward at times the level she was doing to avoid the groin but it was relaxing. Eventually she points to my dick and makes the hand job motion I smile and say “yes”. She asked for payment in broken english. It felt so awkward to get up and walk over to the table and give her cash. I gave what I thought was the standard tip rate. She looked it over and said “okay” and left.



Now I get really nervous and figure this is the time the cops open the door and arrest me but luckily she came back with some products and got to work. Now I do suffer from performance anxiety and I think the fear of being arrested got to me so I wasn’t exactly hard.  She started touching my dick and balls and that did make me feel better she lubed up her hands and went to town. It was nice but I really wanted to see those boobs so I asked in possibly the most awkward way possible “can I see your boobs” lol and motioned a hand squeeze in front of her which im sure ws creepy AF. She just nodded and removed her gown and wow were they amazing. That's all I needed as I got rock hard after squeezing those big things and busted pretty quick. I came hard and a lot and she even said “wow a lot” lol. The handjob itself was a bit umm “mechanical” if you will but was okay.



She cleaned me up with hot towel did about 5 more mins of massage and said all set. I wanted to get out of there in fear of police being right outside. I got my stuff skipped the water bottle and left. While leaving there was another girl sitting at counter also young and hot no boobs though. She smiled at me and said “will we see you again” and i said “yes!” walked to my car and didn't see any LEOs and felt pretty good.



Overall I enjoyed it. Definitely an experience not sure i would do it again as it was expensive for me and the risk of getting arrested scares me. But still a hot chick with big boobs touching you is still pretty neat!

Any tips to get over police anxiety? Or does that just come with time and repeat visit to get comfortable.