Where would you rate your obsession with this fetish?

On a scale of 1-10?

Does it take over your thoughts most of the day?

Is it more of a want than a need?

Are you self-busting daily just to satiate the urge?



For me I’d say I’m at an 8. I think about it daily maybe even hourly. Heavily daydream about it. I’m maybe self-busting every few days if I haven’t been busted in a while.

I’d say I’m pretty consumed. I write stories about it and whenever I can find the time I’m working on more.

My wife keeps me happy in that regard and she busts me as much as she can but it’s not often as some can relate to when you’re 2 working individuals with children. If we’re having sex there is ballbusting and I’ll get the random hit few times a month.

Just wondering where most of you are at. I love talking about it and trying to understand the psychology of it all.