Reflecting on My Ballbusting Experiences Part 1

**typed on phone apologies for typos**

Ok, so this is going to be part 1 in what is basically going to be my bb journal for you guys to enjoy. I’m doing this because:

1. I’ve had multiple fun 1-off bb experiences I want to share.

2. I believe in giving back to the community that helped me (explained below) and-

3. I really want to move to the next level. Meaning I want to stop just having 1-off experiences. I constantly feel like I have a great time with a girl and it just kind of putters-off into nothing. I want to go deeper and have more meaningful connections/bb experiences and feel like I’m doing something wrong. So, I think it would be wise to get a 3rd person perspective.

This post is going to be longer than others because I’m going to give some backstory. So please, enjoy and any help towards #3 would be appreciated.

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So I was a long-time lurker on this sub and loved the non-fiction stories. I really wanted to experience bb in real-life so I just messaged an author who actually posted real stories here (lmao different topic for a different time).

I had a small chat with him and the advice basically boiled down to the very cliche “just gotta put yourself out there”. So I sucked it up, and I did. Turned out cliches existed for a reason.

I started by changing all my dating profiles to only a bb account. Got a decent amount of matches (I also put other low-key femdom stuff that I’m into like the women is the boss/I’ll help with your errands and stuff this got a lot of attention as well).

Match with a pretty attractive Asian girl. She was older than me (hot) we got to chatting and we decided to meet for Ramen.

So we meet and believe-it-or-not she shows up with a box of Godiva chocolates. I’m like “ok, not a bad start”. Definitely not used to king treatment like that, but whatever let’s go with the flow.

We get to chatting and she basically says that she’s a huge sadist, she would love to be boss, exc…

So one thing leads to another and we take a drive to a small little wooded area and we walk into a hidden little cove. We stare at each other until I tell her she can hit my nuts if she wants to. She gets really giddy, runs up, and kind of just starts rubbing my groin. So I tell her she can smack them if she wants.

BANG. She smacks them semi-hard and I lean over and groan. I will never forget the look on her face when I glanced back up at her. It was definitely a deep enjoyment of the pain I was in. I could see it in her eyes/triumphant smile. So hot.

BANG BANG BANG she slaps me through my jeans a few more times, but then she hugs me super tight and starts kissing me on the shoulders? I’m like ok? Kind of random.

I ask her if she wanted to try kicking me since that’s what I’m truly into and she agrees. She has a hard time finding her balance so she takes off her shoes.

She rockets her foot into my balls INSANELY HARD. I had never felt anything like that in my life and I fall to my knees completely taken by surprise.

However, for a brief second, all the nagging jerk voices in my head shut-up instantly and all I can feel is myself submitting, and I get pretty rock hard. Which is something that I’ve struggled with in the past.

That’s when I realized that THIS is what I’ve been looking for. Pain from a pretty girl strong enough to force me to be in the moment.

I look up at here and she’s smiling ear-to-ear and I almost melt. She reaches down and keeps giving me these baby-kisses, and then she bites my shoulder super hard so I tell her to stop. She does.

I get up and we do a few more slaps and stuff but she wants to stop and go on a walk. I hold her hand and we peruse through a nice little neighborhood.

That’s when we get to talking some more and she starts to throw out some serious red flags. She starts to say some like legitimate incel/narcissist edgelord stuff. Like how she’s proud to be a narcissist, how poorly she’s treated people in the past, and stuff like that.
She also smacks my nuts every once-in-a-while she says this stuff so it’s hot, but it did feel like a manipulation tactic.

So we end the date and we go our separate ways. She invites me over to her apartment for next week and I say I’ll think about it…

… But I basically ghost her. It was a super hot experience but I could see so many red-flags I decide it’s best to stay away. The fact that she was proud about them too just added to it.

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So there you have it. One of my first bb experiences. Let me know what you guys think and if you’d like to read more. I’m really hoping to add another layer to these besides just basic bb erotica so let me know what you think!