Why I kept kicking my brothers nuts

Okay, so first thing, um, if you sent me a message last night, and I ghosted you, it's probably not because I didn't want to chat, but when I woke up, Reddit deleted all my unread messages, and I can't get them back. So if you want to send me another message, I'll see if I can reply this time! However, if you do send a message with something like, “kick my balls,” I'm probably going to ignore it again.





Okay, so since the last story did a lot better than I expected, I'm going to try to do another one in a similar vein and explain a few things. The biggest thing was that people still got the impression and asked a lot if I was doing it because of some sort of malicious intent, which was just not the case.



I had this compulsion, at least at that time, to act out because, specifically, I felt like I was kind of repressed and stifled. So, seeing my friend kick her ex in the balls and getting that kind of reaction just sent something through me.



Then once I got the opportunity to try it myself and kick my brother in his nuts, it became this intoxicating thing where I could do something that was against the rules and not supposed to happen, while also getting away with it and getting a dramatic reaction from him.



In a really funny way, kicking my brother in his nutsack was kind of my way of getting some immediate agency in my life, and I know it seems weird and kind of extreme, but it just was the case!



The things in my life kind of lined up that way, and what that ended up leading to was that basically every time me and my brother got into an argument or if he was being particularly annoying, for a little while, I would use it as an excuse to hit him in his testicles!



That’s basically how most of the busts went. We end up in a fight, and I kick him in his nuts. 🤭 But there was at least once where I did it kind of… just because. I had seen him doing the dishes, and I knew he couldn't hear me because of the water running. So I just kind of snuck up behind him. And as I did, I remember thinking like, "There's no reason to do this." This is just being mean.



I almost talked myself out of it. But as I see him there, his legs spread apart just enough. And so I decided I'm going to do it. I'm just going to kick him right in his balls.



I just haul back and kick forward with everything I can. And I remember this time the contact was perfect, because there was no way he could even see it coming, there was no last second flinch. It was just literally my foot rocketing forward, straight into his most vulnerable spot, right into his unsuspecting nutsack.



This one was just flawless, my foot made perfect contact with his testicles and probably flattened them really bad, and the instant it happened, he kind of did a little hop, and then collapsed, straight to the floor.



Unlike the usual where he just moans about his balls, this time he let out a little squeak, and then some funny sounds that were a bit deeper, but very much in line with the fact that he just had his balls crushed out of nowhere. After about a second or two, the typical noises started. 🥰



“Fuck, Sarah, my nuts!! Why'd you kick my nuts!?”



And honestly, I actually did feel a little bad this time, because that was completely unnecessary. I had just flattened his poor nuts for no reason other than wanting to do it. And even though I did feel a bit bad, there was still something amazing about it, too. Because again, I really shouldn't have done that. But that's why I wanted to do it, and that's why I did it. 🤭



I actually ended up apologizing to him for this one, though, because it was definitely unwarranted. He didn't really accept it, though. He was kind of just annoyed, and told me to stop kicking him in his nuts. But I wasn't gonna start listening to that just yet, so unfortunately for him, kicking his balls was still going to happen 😅



That leads me to answering one other question that I got asked a lot, and that is, how hard did I usually kick him? And the answer is, pretty much just as hard as I could. Any time I was given the opportunity, or any type of excuse to kick him in his balls, I was doing it as hard as I could.



Now, not every time did I land clean, because sometimes he flinched a little bit, and causes my foot to hit his thigh or something. But every time I tried, I was trying to kick him hard. Most times, as soon as my foot made contact with his nuts, he was falling to the ground.



It wasn't really something I was doing to be playful or trying to injure him, it’s just that the entire act was supposed to be this ridiculous and rebellious thing that I could do. And so I kind of overdid it. And again, I know that's not good. I've definitely changed since then, and I haven't done it in a long time. But it is what it is. When I did kick his nuts, I kicked them hard.