What should I Do?

So this has been lingering on for a WHILE now. Fantasies, dreams, etc.

My grandma has made threats of Ballbusting me a few times a while ago. It got “bad” one day and she threatened to “Squeeze them until they split in half” “twist them around until I cry” kick me in my “tiny balls” she also said “it’s time to slap some balls around”

The craziest part of all of this is I was in the bathroom with her, and she reached towards my balls and said “pull them out, let me at them”

I’ve been wanting to ask her for a non sexual Ballbusting session but I feel like it’ll be weird and awkward. I can’t find no stories, anime, hentia etc with grandma or old lady Ballbusting. If I get her in a rear naked choke she’ll reach back for my balls but I don’t let her get them. Maybe next time I should and see what happens 💀

Should I just ask her to bust my balls?