I genuinely don't feel like I have a single friend who's real.

I genuinely hate this year so much socially I need to get out my friends all suck they're either terribly mean to me for assumptions that they make about things that I think that aren't even true. Or they just are unable to stand on any sort of business. For example like clockwork every month there's some friend group drama where something that's really not a big deal is blown extremely out of proportion. Half the friend group peels off and says awful dehumanizing terrible things about the rest of us and then for some reason everybody else just fucking takes it. Eventually I always am the one who has to apologize and I'm so sick of it I don't even like these people I can't wait to graduate so I never have to see any of them ever again but it's senior year it's not like I can just make new friends. And of course they're so loud and obnoxious and will gossip that literally anyone that will listen but God forbid you try to call them out for it they'll deny it every time we have a fight, I've literally had to walk into school and have random people come up to me and tell me that they know what's going on in my friend group because they heard about it from some random other person I don't know. I hate being talked about hate being disrespected and I hate that I feel like I never have a real friend. Anyone I talk to about the situation eventually Folds and just apologizes and then I'm left the only person "dragging the situation further". People say that senior year goes by fast but it's not going by fast enough for me I just need to get out of here.