Best Friend Ever!

This is the story of how I became a friendzoned cuckold to the girl of my dreams. My name is Billy and I’m currently a college junior studying engineering. Though I don’t think I’m too bad looking, I’ve never had much luck with the ladies. In fact, I’m still a complete virgin and have never even kissed a girl. Since I’ve always been a scrawny guy, I’ve been going to the gym to try and bulk myself up. Unfortunately I haven’t made much progress and am always self conscious when I compare myself to the other guys at the gym lifting way more than me. My physique isn’t the only thing that I’m insecure about. Unlike me, most of the guys at the gym are completely comfortable walking around naked to take a shower. Even though my penis is almost average sized (trust me, I checked) it’s dwarfed by some of the guys I see. I try not to stare but it’s impossible not to compare myself to the far more masculine guys around me.

Even though my life sounds pretty pathetic, there’s one big bright spot. My best friend on campus is Sarah and she’s the most gorgeous girl I’ve ever seen. I’ve never been able to make friends with girls before but I shared a Gen Ed math class with her. The material is honestly pretty easy but I could tell Sarah was struggling. One day I built up the courage and asked if wanted me to tutor her.

“Ohmygosh yes please, thank you so much! I’m completely drowning in this stuff and you would totally be saving my ass!”

From then on, Sarah and I started studying together and eventually became actual friends. Sarah’s incredibly sweet and bubbly and I eventually got comfortable enough to start coming out of my shell around her.

The only problem is that in addition to being a fun, sweet person, Sarah is also the most gorgeous girl I’d ever seen. She was about 5’5” with blonde hair and a perfect, fit body.

I know it’s wrong to think about a friend like this but I couldn’t help think about her when I masturbate. I felt shame the first few times but now she’s the only one I ever think about.

It didn’t help that Sarah was much more experienced sexually than me and very open about it. She told me all about the guys she hooked up with, not realizing what it did to me.

We had been hanging out for a while when I mustered up the courage to ask her out.

“Hey Sarah, do you think we could um…maybe go on like… a date sometime?” I asked with a shaky voice.

She looked at my with sympathetic eyes and said “Aww Billy, you’re so sweet. You’re such a good friend but I just don’t see you like that. Honestly the guys I’m into…look a little different than you…”

My face turned red and I just laughed it off. We went back to studying and I tried to pretend that it never happened.

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Sarah and I were studying in the library one day because we had a big test coming up. We had been going over the practice problems for a while when Sarah threw her pencil down.

“Ugh, I feel like my head’s gonna explode! I haven’t done anything all week but look at these stupid equations.”

“Maybe we should take a quick break to clear our heads.”

“I know what I need to clear my head,” Sarah said with a grin. “I haven’t been fucked in over a week, can you believe it?”

I just mumbled something, too embarrassed to say that I had never had sex at all.

“I just need to find some guy to have a meaningless fling with…Hey Billy, don’t you know that guy over there?”

I discreetly looked where she was pointing. It was Kyle, a guy I had some classes with and sometimes saw at the gym. I didn’t know him well but I knew that he was a total jerk, always making fun of how I never go out or hook up with girls. I also knew that he was very well-endowed from seeing him changing in the gym.

“Yeah, I know him a bit…” I said noncommittally.

“Well come on, give me the deets! You’ve seen him in the locker room, do you think he could give me a good time?”

Even though I knew Sarah and I were just friends and nothing would ever happen between us, I couldn’t stand the thought of Kyle getting to fuck the girl of my dreams.

“Well…I mean, honestly…he’s kind of small…”

“Ugh, seriously? What a bummer! Oh well, I guess I’ll pass on him. Thanks for looking out for me.”

“Y-yeah, no problem…” I said even as I started to regret what I’d done.

“Anyways, I think I’m gonna go get a bite to eat, I just can’t concentrate on any more of this.”

I waved her goodbye, trying to ignore the feelings of guilt growing inside.

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As the days went by, I started to forget about what had happened until I saw Sarah walking up to me in the library. I was about to wave hello until I saw her expression. Sarah looked pissed and she was coming right for me.

“Billy, we need to talk right now. I was chatting with my friend April and she said she had hooked up with that guy Kyle last semester.”

My face started to turn red as I realized I was caught.

“She also said he was one of the biggest guys she’s been with and nobody would EVER think he was small. So why did you lie to me?”

“Well uh, you see…I um…I’m sorry…” I stammered lamely, not able to admit why I’d done it.

“Billy, you know you’re my friend but there’s just no chance we’d ever be together. It really hurt my feelings that you would jeopardize our friendship like this.” Sarah has tears in her eyes and I felt like the lowest of the low. “If you were really my friend, you would want me to be happy. In fact, you would be finding me guys to fuck instead of pretending you would ever get to!”

With that, Sarah stormed off and left me standing there stunned. Did she really want me to actually find guys for her? The thought made my stomach churn but I would do anything if it meant I could still be friends with her.

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After the Kyle drama, Sarah didn’t talk to me for a while. I knew I had been a jerk but I was too embarrassed to reach out out and apologize. Luckily after about a week of no study sessions, I got a text from Sarah inviting me to a house party that Friday night. Even though I preferred to stay in and game on Friday nights, I was so relieved to hear from her that I responded right away that I was in.

Once Friday came, I put on my nicest shirt and walked over to the address Sarah had texted me. I could hear the dance music booming inside from the sidewalk. When I walked in, the house was completely packed and alcohol was flowing freely. I didn’t see anyone I recognized so I went into the kitchen to see if I could find Sarah. My heart skipped a beat when I saw her by the refrigerator grabbing another drink. Maybe it was because I hadn’t seen her all week but she was even more beautiful than I remembered. She was wearing a very short pair of daisy dukes and a top that showed off her generous cleavage. Her face lit up when she saw me and she ran over to give me a hug.

“Heeeeeeey Billy!” She squealed, clearly already tipsy. “I’m so glad you came. How do I look?”

She stepped back and struck a silly pose.

“You look great Sarah,” I nervously mumbled. Luckily Sarah didn’t seem to still be mad at me as she grabbed my hand and pulled me into the living room. We danced for a while but whenever I tried to make conversation, she couldn’t hear me over the music. Finally she got tired and told me to meet her in the kitchen while she went to the bathroom.

While I waited for her in the kitchen, I saw someone I recognized. Luke was one of the guys who worked out at the same time I did but clearly got a lot more out of it. He was tall, muscular, and from the glimpses I saw in the locker room, one of the most well endowed guys on campus. We never really talked but he would occasionally help when I couldn’t get one of the 25 pound dumbbells back on the rack.

Luke was standing in the doorway talking to one of his friends when Sarah walked back in.

“OMG this party is so crazy! And so many hot guys,” she said with a wiggle of her eyebrows. Even though we were chatting like friends again, I knew I still needed to make up for what happened with Kyle. I downed the rest of my drink for a little bit of liquid courage.

“Umm..hey Sarah…I just thought you should know…I mean, you might be interested…” I stumbled over my words, not knowing how to bring this up.

“What’s up Billy?” She looked at me quizzically.

“Do you see that guy over there?” I whispered and tried to subtly point Luke out.

“You mean the really tall, cute guy?” She said in a teasing voice.

“Y-yeah…I’ve seen him around the gym and I thought you might like him because he’s y’know…big.” I finished lamely.

Sarah looked confused for a moment before it dawned on her. She smirked at me and said “Well Billy, you are being a very good friend tonight. Why don’t you wait here while I go say hi to your big friend?”

Regret instantly filled me as she walked over to him. I’m couldn’t hear what she said to him but the two of them seemed to hit it off instantly. I knew from her stories that Sarah liked to flirt but I had never seen it up close before. The way she acted was completely different than how she talked to me. She giggled at everything he said and found excuses to keep touching him. They hadn’t been talking more than five minutes when I saw Luke slide his hand very low on her back and guide her back into the dark living room.

I waited awkwardly in the kitchen for a while sipping my drink before I got a text from Sarah.

“heading home w luke see you tmmrw” followed by a kissing emoji. My stomach twisted as the reality of what I set in motion dawned on me. Since I didn’t know anyone else at the party I stumbled home. I tried going straight to bed but I couldn’t sleep or focus on anything besides imagining what Luke and Sarah must be doing. Ashamed, I pulled out my cock and started stroking it. I didn’t even need porn as Sarah’s outfit and body were still vivid in my mind. I pictured Luke touching every inch of her and Sarah’s soft moans as he fucked her with his massive cock. I felt myself getting close when I got a notification on my phone.

My heart raced when I saw it was a Snapchat from Sarah. My hands were shaking as I opened it. Though the picture was dim, there was no mistaking what I was seeing. Sarah had taken the picture down her body with only her hands over her breasts and an emoji covering her pussy to protect her modesty. Though her pussy was blocked from my view, I could tell she was shaved completely bare. Her thighs were wet with her juices and Luke’s cum slipping out of her. I didn’t even have to touch myself as my cock exploded. I lay there panting, regret setting in as the snap expired. A message followed up a moment later that just said “Best friend ever!”