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It was A One Sided Marrage part 1
By: Donna Sash (
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He was her high school sweetheart, he was a virgin, she wasn't. She dominates him and cuckolds him in this first part. CBT and nullification in second to follow soon
It really was a one sided marriage. I had been dating Shirley from my junior year in high school. She was a senior. During those early years she never let me forget that she was in front of me. I always had to come second in all out plans and thinking. It was a
kind of dominance she had over me, but I was in love.
Isn't that what always does it? That simple word: Love. What a man wouldn't do for a woman when he was in love. She got to go where she wanted. We went to the restaurants she wanted. We saw only the movies she wanted. I wore the clothing she wanted. I remember one night we were necking downstairs in her father's house. I think you'd look cute if you wore a scarf. It had just come into fashion then. Men wearing scarves instead of ties it was the new fashion. I felt really embarrassed I loved women's
headscarves and neckerchiefs. They had always been a turn on for me. In fact I had worn some of my mother's kerchiefs when masturbating. But I wore it for her. And also at that time silky shirts were in fashion for men. I wore them for her too.
During our necking sessions she always led the pace. I would do what she wanted. I had to please her. Occasionally she would help me jerk off and cum, but I always had to please her. At first it was by hand. We would park, kiss and when she would get hot she
would have me lower her panties and rub and stroke her till she had her orgasm. One night out of frustration I started stroking myself. She got really mad!
"What kind of pervert are you? You're masturbating! And right here in front of me!! Stop that!"
I stopped stroking myself and looked at her. "I'll give you any pleasure that you're going to get. I won't have you jerking off."
And with that my sexual subjugation started.
When it was time for her senior prom she stated "I won't be going to the prom with a junior. I have a date for the prom already. I will see you the next day.
Of course I was devastated. Why did she want to date another man? What was it about me that she couldn't go with me?
But love wins and in the end I didn't go to the prom with her. She went with another senior.
During the summer she also told me that she would date other guys. I wouldn't be allowed to date other girls though. I was to be her steady. I didn't understand this but as in love with her I agreed. She would go out to movies and diner with me on Fridays but Saturday night, Date Night, she would go out with whom she wanted.
This went on for the next year.
Then it was my graduation. I asked her to come to it. " Of course not!" She huffed, "I won't go to a high school function, I've left all that behind me."
After a few years I had a steady job and she was working too. We had a good income. She had me give her my paycheck to save for the day we would get married. Our account was growing. I was still
her steady boyfriend and she still dated others.
Our sex had changed. Now I usually gave her oral sex. She would have me lay in between her legs an work on her for hours at a time. She loved the way I could make her feel with my lips and tongue. I still wasn't getting any though. The only time I would get off was when she wasn't home and I would jerk off.
We started living together. We had a nice apartment. It was furnished from our wedding money. It had two bedrooms. Early in the evening I would be allowed into her bedroom to give her pleasure and then I was sent off to my room to sleep.
One night after a really hot night of oral sex I had gone to my room. I was frustrated and started to stroke my self. I looked up and saw her. Talk about pissed off!
" Didn't I tell you that cock was mine? I told you I wouldn't have you jerking off every time my back was turned."
" Get out of bed and lay down on top."
She lowered my pj's and started to whip my ass with my belt. She gave me many blows and my cheeks were very red and sore.
"If you're going to have an orgasm, It will be me that lets you have one. You are not to satisfy your self again! Do you understand?"
"Yes Shirley."
"No Dummy, after that, you don't deserve to call me by my first name. You will call me Ma'am or Mistress, but never call me Shirley."
"Yes Ma'am."
I had still never had intercourse. Not with her or anyone else for that matter.
I found out that she did though.
One night after a date with one of her male friends she called me into her room.
"I want you to eat me, dear boy, I want you to do that thing you do so well"
She lay down on the bed and lowered her panties. I came down to her and noticed she was wet. Eat me! I tasted her with my tongue and something wasn't right. I tasted something salty. She was wetter than usual. She was also a little red around her pussy lips. As I lapped her she said, " Well how do you like it? How do you like eating my pussy after it just got fucked?"
I stopped and looked at her.
"Go on finish what your doing it feels so good. I went out tonight and after dancing and drinking I went home with a guy. He made passionate love to me. He was hot. His cock was much bigger than
yours. And you know what? I liked it."
What was I doing here? My girlfriend and intended had just been fucked and here I was eating his cum out of her.
"That's right, eat his cum. That's what you're going to get. Still think you can jerk off when you want? I don't think so. From now on the only cum you'll get is drinking from my pussy."
Love. What a man will do for that word.
This happened again and again. And for the next year that was the only cum I got.
I was very frustrated and came home one day when she wasn't home and started to relieve my self. I had just about reached it when she stormed into the room.
"You still haven't learned have you? I've been waiting for this. Stay right there. She returned to the room with something in her hand.
"Open your legs up." She took a steel cylinder that was curved and placed it on my cock. She then attached it to a metal belt in front and with a chain to the back.
"How do you like your new chastity belt?"
"Now it will be mine. Always mine and if you ever want to get that thing off you really have to be good"
I had been wearing my new belt for around a month when she finally allowed me to take it off. I would have thought it was a good thing, but she did this when two of her girl friends where here.
I had been serving them drinks in the living room I was off to get something when I herd giggling from the other room. I was called back.
"Honey, I was just telling the girls about your nasty habit. And how we solved it. They have never seen something like this so I thought you would be good enough to show them your belt."
I turned beet red! "Ma'am, Why did you tell them about us? This was something between us."
The girls there started giggling again.
"Haven't you figured it out yet? What you do and whom I tell it to is my business. Now if you would do as I want. Take down your pants."
"I'm going to tell you something. Life is going to change for you. You've had it easy till now. We're getting near the time that we will get married. Before that happens I think you should know just how its going to be after the event. You are already
submissive to my will. This will be increasing. You are already my cuckold boyfriend and you will continue to be cuckold as my husband, but with a few changes."
"Some of these changes are going to start right now. Your submissiveness is going to be shown to my girlfriends. Ms Julie and Nurse Sara Higgins are my best friends. You have nothing to hide from them. They both want to start to bring their husbands in
to a submissive relationship and we are going to show them how living as a submissive male to a dominant woman can be fun and exciting. Well maybe not for the man, but definitely for the women involved. Now if you're embarrassed or humiliated, So What? That's all part of being my sissy husband. You are chastised and
my sissy and if I want to show you off to my friends I will. Oh and one last thing, if you ever want to cum again you will have to start to earn them and you will start now! Do you understand?"
What had I gotten my self into now? Love what a man will do for this word. Did I really want to stay with this woman, of course I did. But what price? How much could I stand for love? Should I even have to find out? According to Shirley I did. And if I want
our relationship to continue, I would have to endure what she asked, or ordered me to do.
"Yes Ma'am, I understand." I said with a dejected voice.
"Now lower your pants."
I undid my belt and opened the button, down came the zipper and I drew my pants down my legs. The women started to giggle and then an out right laugh. I was wearing the panties I was given this
morning. They were pink nylon with lace trim in the side panels and around the leg openings. Shirley had gotten them in a larger size to go over my chastity belt. Now all in the room could see them. My face grew red with humiliation.
"I think I want them off all the way, your shoes and socks too."
I stripped everything below my waist. I was standing there in just my panties and my shirt.
"See girls, a man in panties is easy to control, but what he's wearing under his panties is even better. Come on take off your panties and show them your chastity belt."
I lowered my panties to my knees showing off my stainless steel belt.
Ms Julie said, "Look how it fits. He's all hidden in steel. Can I see just how it fits?"
"Well missy, go next to her so she can see just how tight your belt is."
I stood next to this very attractive woman in just my chastity belt. She took her hand and felt the belt at my waist. She then worked her hand down the codpiece.
"I can see how effective this is. I tried to feel him and all I can get is his thighs or steel in my hand. I can't touch his penis at all."
"Of course not and neither can he. That's what chastity is all about. Because of this I control him. He has to sit like a woman to pee. He has to ask permission to wash himself down there. When he is granted this, I stand there and watch him, well I did, but recently I started to wash him there myself so he doesn't start to masturbate. And he would. That's how I got him in it in the first place. You're a habitual masturbator aren't you missy?"
"Yes Ma'am."
"Now tell the girls, have you ever been inside of a woman with your penis?"
"No Ma'am."
"See, he is a virgin. I intend to keep him this way. When was your last orgasm?"
"About 9 months ago, Ma'am."
"He's really submissive isn't he?" asked Nurse Sara.
"He has no choice in the matter. I control his access to his penis. I control his pleasure. I control how he gives me pleasure."
"Now comes the good part. Missy, I've invited one more guest this afternoon. He will be arriving shortly. This is what I meant about your increasing submissiveness and an advancement of your
being cuckold. Today, for the first time, you are going to watch me having sex. And then you are going to show the girls that thing you do so well."
Once again the girls started to giggle. "Are you really going to do this Shirley?" asked Julie.
"Yes! I want you to witness this. This is going to further his training. Not only is he going to see me get fucked and eat my lover's cum from my pussy, but he is going to put on a show for you two and my lover."
I was going into male hell. I couldn't do this. How could I stand my self? How could I do these humiliating things in front of her friends and him? And what about him? What will he think of me
when I go down on her sloppy cunt filled with his spunk? What kind of man am I?
"Now its time to get ready. Girls, want to watch? Come on missy lets all go to my bedroom and get you ready for our company."
We all went up stairs to her room. On the bed were laid out some feminine clothing.
"Take off that silly man's shirt. If your going to be a sissy cuckold I think you should look the part."
I took off my shirt and Shirley started to put a pink garter belt on me. She then drew up some dark stockings up my legs and attached the garters. Over my chastity belt went the panties I had on before. On top she placed a pink camisole. She then tied a scarf
on my head peasant style. She took me over to her vanity and started to put on some light make-up. She did my eyes in brown mascara and earth tone eye shadow. On my lips she put some pink lipstick. Finally she placed a frilly floral print over the neck
apron and tied it in the back. And last but not least, high heels. They fit me. She must have picked them out because I knew out feet were to different sizes and these I had never seen before.
The girls had astonished looks on their faces. "Such a sissy. He looks adorable in his sissy clothes." Stated Sara. "He's cute as a sissy." Followed Julie.
"Ok now I want you to sit here." She had brought a chair over near the top of the bed. I sat down and could see the whole bed from where I was seated. My Mistress took some scarves from her drawer and started tying my arms to the arms of the chair.
" I know you love to eat me after I get home from cuckolding you, but I don't know how you will react to having it done in person so the scarves are for your protection." She then tied my legs to the
legs of the chair and finally took some really long scarves and tied me around my chest and middle so I couldn't move at all.
She then started to put on some of the sexiest lingerie I had ever seen on her. A very pretty garter belt with seamed stockings. Followed by the hottest panties, bra, and camisole. She put on her makeup next and put some extra lipstick. She looked as hot as any woman I had ever seen in a girly mag.
She then lay down on the bed and waited.
Mean while Sara and Julie had gone down stairs. I heard the doorbell ring and shortly after that the door to the bedroom opened.
There he stood. He was tall and handsome. He was our age but he had a look of worldliness about him.
Sara brought him in front of me. " Donna Sweetie, this is Rob. He is your fiancée's friend. Rob this is the sissy boy Shirley had told you about."
"Hello, Cuckold. I can't wait to get into Shirley; she is the best fuck I have ever had. And I have had her a few times. She tells me you also enjoy it when I have her. She tells me how much you enjoy cleaning her out after we fuck. I can't wait to see that."
Julie started to set a video camera into a tripod and aim it at me. At the same time Sara set one to capture what was going to happen on the bed. Both were plugged into TV sets on the dresser
so we all could watch what the cameras saw.
"Hi Shirley, you look great. Are you ready to cuckold him?""Yes. The sissy has heard what is in store for him and I think we should start." With that she took hold of his belt and opened his pants. She got off the bed and sat him down so I could see what
was happening. She then knelt down and took his soft cock in her mouth. I herd a gasp from him as her hot mouth enveloped him. Each time her mouth came to the head of his penis I could see it getting longer and harder. I was so jealous watching. Here was my beautiful Mistress sucking on a man, who I had just met, right in front of me. I strained at my silken bindings but to no avail.
Sara had finished setting the video camera on my Mistress and I noticed how clearly I could see her taking him in her mouth on the screen. And on the next screen I could see myself. The redness in my straining face, my painted sissy face. I was so embarrassed. And it had just started. Sara came over to me and started to whisper to me. "See how a real man looks. See how hard a real cock gets when it's sucked. See how a woman reacts to a real man." I could see all of this. I didn't need her to point it out but it just deepened my humiliation.
"Well cuckold", he said, "I'll bet you have never felt this. Shirley can really suck cock. Damn girl, you're the best cocksucker I have ever felt. Cuckold, this is really great. Oh my. My cock is so hot. Girl you'd better stop cause I want to cum in your pussy not in your mouth. I want to see your sissy eat my cum out of you."
Julie was rubbing my chastity belt. "Maybe we should show Rob just how small Donna really is? Shall we open his chastity and have a really good laugh?""Oh yes. Take the key from my neck and open it." Nurse Sara took the key and came to the lock on my chastity. She opened it and for the first time in 9 months my little prick was free. I got hard in an instant. "Look Rob. See what a sissy cock looks like."
At that moment he looked at me. He looked down at my smallness and started to laugh. At the same time all three of these beautiful women started to laugh at me. I felt about as small as my cock really was. Only three inches hard and as thin around as the average finger, it was as small a prick as anyone in the room had ever seen.
"Damn, cuckold, I have never seen a cock that little. How do you stand it?" he asked through the chuckles. "If I had a prick that small I would cut it off."
"Fuck me!" Shirley screamed. "Show my sissy husband to be what a real man can do with his cock. Make me feel it deep inside. Make me feel like a woman. Make him feel like a cuckold."
With that Rob placed his large cock at the wet opening of my fiancée's cunt. I watched as he slowly entered her. I watched her cunt lips open to let him in. I watched as he slowly started to fuck her.
Rob didn't do it too fast at first. When he had it all the way in I heard her start to moan. I saw him slowly stroke his large prick in and out of her pussy. He was teasing her with his prick. She was grunting and moaning.
"Come on. Give it to me. Fuck me like the slut I really am. Please don't tease me. I want you so bad."
He started to move faster. His strokes were going deep in side of her. I could see his back tense and release. I could see her as he entered her and took it back. She was in ecstasy. She started screaming, " Yes, yes, yes."
As this was happening Sara had put on a latex glove and was stroking my tiny cock. I was as hard as I had ever been in my life. Even though it was my fiancée getting laid there I was hard. I was hot. I was having the time of my life through my prick. And then she stopped. I moaned. I gasped. But there was nothing I could do about it. With my arms and wrists tied to the chair with the scarves, I couldn't do anything to bring my self relief. I wanted to cum so bad. I was humping the air. Actually I couldn't move very much with the scarves holding me to the chair. Frustration wracked through out my whole being.
And then it happened! I saw, Shirley, the woman I was in love with have her first orgasm with Rob. She screamed out with satisfaction. Her body humped him with all her might as she felt him reach through her whole body and she came and came. Orgasm after orgasm went through her body. She was panting. She was wet with sweat. And still she fucked him. Harder and harder. She fucked him. And he matched her, thrust for thrust.
Julie stroked my chest through my bra. Sara rubbed my back."See. See how a real man fucks a woman?" asked Julie. "I know you could never do that with your tiny cock, if that's what it is called. It seems more like an extended clitty. Yes that's what sissies have, clitties."
"Sissy boy. You will never fuck like that." She stroked my cock for a few seconds, making me hard again. Then she stopped. "I love seeing you so frustrated. But you remember what Shirley said before? She said you could earn a cum. Is that what you want to do? Do you want to earn your orgasm? You can you know. When he cums in her you have to eat his cum out of her pussy. You have to show all of us that you are cuckold. Can you do that sissy? Can you show all of just what a sissy wimp you are, and eat her cum filled pussy?"" I think you can." Stated Julie. "I think you are cuckold and you want us all to know it. I think you will show us how you eat her cum filled pussy and then the frustration you are feeling will be almost taken care of. That is the first thing you must do to earn a cum."
I was so hot. I was frustrated, jealous, I was humiliated, and I was embarrassed. But most of all I wanted to cum. I wanted to cum so bad it hurt. "Please let me show you all! Let me show you all just how much of a wimp I am. Please," I begged, "let me eat his cum out of her well fucked pussy."
Hearing these words she started to cum again. Again and again she felt through her whole being the freedom of Cumming. And so did he! He rammed his prick as deep as it would go and he started spasiming. Spurting his seed deep within her, spurt after healthy spurt he drove his seed in her womb.
As he was Cumming with her, Julie untied the scarves from my chest and waist. Sara untied my hands and arms, but not my legs. "Stand up and put your arms behind you." She then tied my wrists together. She tied another scarf bringing my elbows as close as they could and tied a knot. Julie meanwhile started untying my knees and ankles. I stepped away from the chair and was brought next to the bed. My ankles were again tied.
"Now this is the moment we've all been waiting for. See my wet cunt? See my freshly fucked cunt? Eat me! Clean me out of his spunk. Eat his cum from my pussy!"
And I did. I leaned my face into her and placed my tongue at her entrance and licked. I licked and sucked on her wet lips. I worked my tongue up and down her slit. I tasted fresh cum. For
the first time I had fresh cum strait from her pussy in my mouth, on my lips, and on my tongue. As frustrated as I was I wanted to please her. I loved her. I was proving my love for her as I was a
cum eating, pussy sucking, cuckold sissy.
I could hear them laughing at me. Right then I didn't care. I had my love's pussy and I was loving it.
"That's it sissy bitch. Eat my cunt. Eat it."
"Boy, cuckold, you really get into it don't you?"
Sara and Julie had my shoulders in their hands to keep me from falling. I worked on her cunt for a long time and then she came again. She came from the knowledge that not only was I eating her pussy, not only was I pleasing her, but I was cleaning fresh cum out of her. She spasmed and spasmed.
She pulled my head from her well abused pussy and said, " Now slut clean off his cock!"
I was beside my self. She slid over and he took her place in front of me. "Suck off the cum from his cock if you want to cum she said."
I did. I licked his cock from the head to the stem. I took it in my mouth and sucked all the cum off of it. Then I was pushed down to the floor.
"That was great cuckold. You did a good job. I would have never believed a man could do that, watch his woman get fucked, suck his cum out of her and then still be able to clean off the mans cock. You
must be the best cuckold in the whole world."
And with that he put on his clothes, kissed Shirley good by and left.
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