[F4M] Officially Her Devoted Assistant

I met my dream girl a few months after finishing my OJT. She’s exactly my type—athletic but curvy in all the right places, with a bold, unapologetic personality that commands a room. She’s naturally dominant and loves being the center of attention, which works perfectly because I’m a total high-energy "service sub" for her. I’ve spent quite a bit on her—I’m into that findom dynamic where I’m basically her personal ATM—and she’s added a few tattoos recently that make her look even more like the "boss" she is. I’ve always been hypersexual, and cucking has been my main fantasy for years; I love the feeling of being beneath a powerful woman, being degraded, and submitting to her every whim. We talk about it constantly, but even though she’ll dance with guys right in front of me at the club while I watch, I usually end up getting too jealous to follow through. That jealousy, though, makes me more horny than anything else in the world.

We’ve been experimenting with "soft cucking" for a while now. When we go out, she’ll let guys buy her drinks or compliment her style while I stand back and watch, feeling that intense mix of pride and humiliation. She knows exactly how to push my buttons—like the time she let a guy at a bar worship her feet (which I'm obsessed with) while I was forced to watch from a distance. But things really leveled up during a recent trip to a high-intensity lifestyle club. She put me in a cage in the BDSM room, using that stern "stay" voice that goes straight to my head, and started teasing me while other guys watched. My brain completely shuts off when she gets into that dominant mode; I become a totally different person, focused only on her pleasure. By the time we found a private room and she had me on the floor worshipping her after a long night, I knew I was finally ready to let her take it all the way with someone else while I watched every single detail. It was raw, intense, and exactly the kind of "education" I needed to officially become her submissive partner for good.