squirting with my hands only in 5 years

My ex bf gifted me my first satisfier toy when I was 18 so, from that time on, I basically masturbated only with the satisfier cause it was an enlightening for me haha.

Over the last five years it was a daily practice and I also got many other toys like casual vibrators, rabbit toys, dildos and also a magic wand (a big one). I noticed that my sensations in my clit were a little more numb then before using toys. And to be honest, I was very afraid that I lost my sensitive feeling down there and would never be able to cum with my hands again. I tried that one or other time, but it never seemed to work and not even turned me on when I went down with my hands.

Last week I decided to really take time while doing it and only use my hands because I was really horny… but I noticed that when I take time and really listen to my body, I can feel so much more than with a vibrator. It’s more of a buildup of the orgasm.

I was going very slow used a lot of spit and then also got my lube. And what really did the job for me was just using my middle and ring finger in circular motion on my clit. I noticed how it was swelling and I got wetter and wetter. Then I started rubbing my clit between my ring and middle finger up and down very slow and then getting faster and it turned me on so hard feeling things I haven’t felt in five years and I was so proud of myself that I just kept trying and it took me really half an hour to come even close. When I felt it coming, I was even daring to edge. I stopped four times before actually letting my orgasm come out, and I squirted over my whole bed. It was so unexpected, but it made me so horny for more and since then I did it twice every day.

Just wanted to share my little success story 🥰