Any ladies here ever kick or walk a guy below the belt?

I’m a shy guy who looking who’s been on several combat deployments and came back unable to talk to girls anymore. I’ve re-claim disability slowly through my ability to write stories I was wondering if any girls would like to assist me in writing a research article on the concept of fetishes and why they are healthy and not to be hidden away...unless ones into that. I’m basically looking for girls right now who have at any time in their life gone for the nuts and interested in doing one on one interviews to start and then I have a few Professional sexual therapists that will Critique these interviews of course your information would remain completely anonymous to give more shed more light on how this affects the brain and the development of ones highest place of arousal