New Years prep

Recently I didn’t know what to think because the wife was talking to a few of her friends about this kink. I told her I would really enjoy watching her fuck another guy and letting her sleep with whoever she wants while I stay faithful.

Last week the wife went the other direction with the whole idea. She all of a sudden hated that the dildo I got her had a name. Got kinda frustrated with the sex talk of her getting fucked. But two days later I asked if she wanted to use the dildo and she was excited and asked me to go wash it off (which is something else, I have to wash it so it’s clean before it goes into her. Just standing there at the sink washing a cock that’s not mine that is going to fuck my wife)

So I have been lost this last week of where her head is. We have talked but often bounced away from kinky... to a point. Obviously she wants to use toys still. But my real confusion is last night she was trying on different outfits for New Years party. Nothing crazy she has lost some weight. The real kicker is she was sending pictures of them to two of her girlfriends. These two girlfriends she has talked to about this. Both girlfriends have seen our conversation about her sleeping with other men. And one of them knows that we tried to name the dildo and who we named it after and why. But she was in the bathroom for 4 hrs last night trying outfits and talking to these girls. Idk 🤷‍♂️ what to think or say.