Wife’s thoughts of taking my balls pt3

Last night we are finally ready for bed. Not knowing what to expect because of her we will see how it goes attitude when I asked. We climb into bed and I “accidentally” leave my shorts on. I’m sore. I haven’t had her ever punish my balls for a full day. Ever. It almost doesn’t matter what I do... standing up, sitting down, or even laying down there is a sharp pain in my balls. Strong enough I can’t tell if one hurts more than the other or if they both hurt equally bad.

As soon as I gingerly lay my head on the pillow. She looks at me scowling saying “Why. Why the fuck are your shorts on?” Then her tone softens “Come on baby get naked” But I am having serious second thoughts. I don’t know what she is wanting to do and I have been scared for days now with this new complete dominance over me. And she knows how submissive I become once she has me naked before her.

It hurts to stand up and take my god damn shorts off but I do as I’m told. Through several deep breaths I am finally laying back down with my head on the pillow. She snuggles up to me and places her hand on my balls and starts softly massaging them. She tilts her head towards me in confusion saying “breath babe!” I was holding my breath the whole time. I didn’t realize I was holding my breath but finally break down and try to back out. “My balls hurt so bad. I don’t know that I can play anymore” I almost cry confessing to her. She keeps playing with them softly. We have been together long enough that my tension does not subside. The reason why is because she still has that attitude where she might squeeze them any minute. I can tell she is debating.

It seems like forever. I know she is thinking. Almost fighting back this urge to squeeze them as hard as she can. Finally she looks at me “ok I’m not going to hurt your balls tonight.” I feel relieved. She keeps touching me explaining “you were the one who wanted me to take your balls” immediately I explain “I thought it was a sexy fantasy” She says “well if you are this turned on by it... it definitely turns me on. I may want to do it now. Will you still let me, if I want to take them?” I pause for a lil bit while she is still touching my balls but I can tell by the way her soft touch turns a lil rougher she is wanting an answer already. I submitted and tell her “yes”. She lets go of me immediately. I’m relieved and confused.

She sits up says “well I said I wouldn’t hurt you anymore tonight.” She then reaches on the side of the bed and grabs her vibrator. She lays back down cross ways. Tells me to put my leg over her stomach. We are positioned where my knee is bent over her stomach and her head is directly by my balls. She reaches over and starts touching my cock until I’m throbbing hard. Then says “give me your hand!” And I reach down and think I’m going to start stroking my self. “NO!” She says “your not allowed to touch your cock! Touch only these” and puts my hand on my balls.

I’m incredibly hard and want to jerk off with the position we are in. I’m so horny and her beautiful face is so close to me I know if I cum it’s going on her face (something I have always asked and she has denied). But I do as I’m told and start massaging my balls. She then starts “come on baby squeeze them a lil for me” of course I do. And with the first squeeze I give myself I whine in pain. And I immediately hear the humming kick on from her vibrator. Within a minute she is moaning and squirming. She tells me “squeeze them harder. Ugh no put your thumb in your nut and squeeze it hard! I want to see” again I do as I am told. Some how the pain I was feeling earlier is gone by my hard cock and watching her wiggle and moan. She just starts chanting “harder. (Moan) harder! (Moaning)” all of a sudden white pain.

My leg over her stomach straightens and moves the vibrator off her pussy. Pissed she says “deal with it do your left nut now!” I know it wasn’t popped but the pain from all day was fully back and aching in my right nut. I switch and start on my left. After a bit the moaning and chanting starts “harder! Harder!” I start squirming and she worries about me straightening my leg and fucking up her erotic feeling. She sternly says “keep it together and squeeze your fucking ball! Harder” Then something weird happens. I don’t know if it’s because I know she is wiggling or knowing she is enjoying it so much but whatever it is the pain is there but minimal. She sense my comfort I think but almost yells “HARDer!” I force my thumb down hard. Her thick legs were spread open with her heals touching but when I did that last little effort those thick thighs clammed shut and her hips started rocking. The vibrator almost seemed like it was struggling to make its humming noise as it was stuffed into her pussy and muffled by those thick legs. Her eyes shut and her focus was not on my balls it was in her orgasm.

I let go of my balls. The pain from all day and now after all that. I’m kinda rolling from side to side moaning. After her orgasm subsides She taps and shoved my leg meaning get it the fuck off of me. She gets up to her knees in a post orgasm excitement of what just happened. Looking down at my cock she says “holy fuck looks like you really enjoyed it. Your all wet!” Which is her reference to precum. I feel my stomach and my hand slides all over. I have a massive amount of precum all over me. I didn’t even feel it come out.

She lays down with her sexy big ass against me and grabs her phone. She starts playing a game like candy crush. As I snuggle up to her she feels my still hard cock pressing against her ass. As she pushes her big ass against me she says “put it in” as we spoon I slide into her. Once I’m all the way in she shoves back into me and I groan. I tell her “I’m still sore baby it still hurts” she is still playing her game but says “well better hurry up so it doesn’t hurt for to long” I start sliding in and out. She just keeps playing her game. I try fucking her deep to make her put her phone down. She moans and then you can tell she is determined not to show interest and goes back to playing her game. I slam into her big sexy ass again but she does the same thing.

She is so determined to show me having my cock inside her is not what she wanted. She enjoyed my balls being crushed. It made her have an insane orgasm why would she care about my cock now. I keep going and she keeps playing her game. When I cum my balls have an incredibly hurting burning sensation. I moan and twist from the pain and pleasure. She pauses from the game to turn and smile back at me. Then goes back to the game.

Playing her game she reminds me “my birthday is coming up in a couple months I haven’t figured out what I want. But I know what I’m enjoying. I might. I just really might. But thats a few months away. Whatever” I ask immediately “what do you mean whatever?” She responds “well you were trying to be a lil bitch saying ya didn’t want it anymore after me fucking with them all day. Then you proved to me how much you like it and would do it to yourself anyway.” I jolt back at her “what do you mean I would do it to myself... you told me to!” She pats my leg with one hand and plays her game with the other “you could have stopped whenever. You did that yourself!” And almost giggling “showing me how much you wanted It too getting all man wet.” I interjected “oh so what if I popped them right then?” She responds still giggling “I know you never would. You don’t have the will power. That’s what you have me for.” She stops her giggle “shhh baby no more talking. Let me play my game. And I am starting to understand how bad I want to punish you and I need to take them but we have months till my birthday.”

What the fuck!! I’m instantly frozen in fear. Most the time we talk about fantasies they are gone after a day. And even if we do talk more about them that day it is to incorporate it in some mild manner into our sex life. Even though I have brought up fantasies later.. She has never brought up a fantasy days later unless she is certain she wants to act it out. Have I completely fucked up? What did I do... just finally gave her the wrong bedroom play to enjoy. I don’t know what she means by it. I kept thinking about when I told her months ago to sleep with other men. She said she didn’t want to and I kept pushing till she thought about it for a while. Now she says “not yet” which in my mind says she is looking or playing along. I don’t really know! Is this my punishment before she does it. My minds racing in silence for hours before I pass out. Wanting to talk to her but I believe if I talk to her it’s going to make her want it more and more. And part of me the way my balls hurt at the moment... I know I would still let my goddess take them if she wanted.