Wife’s thoughts of taking my balls pt4

My wife has been explaining the different ways she has fantasied about taking my balls. She has explained how she would cut them off if I cheated or left her. And of course if I cheated with the wrong person she would cut my cock off as well. If she wasn’t too mad but still wanted to take them she would would be more intimate. But all of her fantasies about her taking them have some kind of anger on her part. She might try crushing them with her teeth but more than likely crush with her hand. All of our sex talk sense I told her about my castration fantasy has been about how to take my balls. She is fixated on how to do it but also glad I told her “it was just a fantasy”.

I have been confused and scared. Stupid scared. Not wanting to discourage her excitement about ball busting because she has been so excited. Getting crazy wet when she does torture my balls. As saying earlier though, her fixation on destroying my balls has got big enough to scare the shit out of me. Maybe the scared feeling has given me sexual excitement not knowing. I mean she keeps saying she doesn’t want to hurt me. So confused!

The other night my kids come over. We end up having a pretty good night. But before we go to bed Shit hits the fucking fan! Kids yelling at my wife, wife yelling at kids, me trying to explain no one is wrong it’s just how people are feeling, and trying to deescalate the situation. She storms off to the bedroom slamming the door and kids do the same to their rooms. I go talk to the kids and spend hours trying to get the kids calmed down.

I keep hearing her get up take shots of whiskey, back to bed, then up again to take more shots. I finally get the kids calmed down and as I am wrapping it up I hear her rush to the bathroom and puke. She is shit faced. To my amazement though she goes takes another shot. I finally get done and head to bed.

She has the TV on but not watching. Cuddled up crying and hiding in the blanket. I climb into bed. I’m amazed and confused she is naked. I hold her and we talk for another hour. She stops crying and snuggles up to me. I think the night is over because it’s late we are all emotionally exhausted. As I lay there with my eyes closed she rubs her hand up my thigh. Not touching anything just up and down my thighs. I start to close my eyes thinking it’s not going anywhere and that is when she softly starts running her hand over my cock. Once I am hard she says “get naked but first go take 4 shots as fast as you can.”

I take 5 just trying to make sure I catch up to her. Back in the bedroom I get naked and climb in bed. She tells me to lay back on my back. And snuggles up to me in the same spot. Immediately she stokes me to get me hard again. As soon as I am hard she goes for my balls giving them little squeeze’s and then back to stroking me. She goes back and forth over and over and the first moan I let out while she is squeezing my balls sends her into over drive. She squeezes harder and harder. Her face lights up as I start to wiggle. I know she needs a release after the dramatic night. I’m drunk now too so the pain seems less. I try to fight though the pain. She sees this and her devilish grin gets a hint of determination. She welcomes the challenges and keeps applying more and more. I am wiggling around fighting back the screams with the kids in the house. But also trying to let her have a lil more enjoyable satisfaction from what she is doing. She bites her lip with the same smile still on her face.

Finally she lets go, well not really. One of my balls squirt out of her hand to bounce around in my sack. I’m bouncing all over the bed just in all kinds of pain. That’s when she lets go. She puts her hand on my chest and says “calm down” not in a carrying way but in a sit still stupid. And she reaffirmed feeling this way because she went straight back for my balls. She grabbed them and instantly I begged “please ugh please ohhh shit baby they hurt so bad”.

She responds with frustration and disappointment rolling her drunk eyes “Jesus, come on! I nearly touched them! Calm down.” These are the most words she has said to me sense I got naked. I try to please her and she goes back to stroking my cock. She quickens the pace till I’m about to cum. Then stops and reaches back down to my balls.

She goes straight to pinching my left one. Digging her finger nail in. It being sore I start wiggling and moaning. She tells me “shhhhhh settle down and let me have this” I look at her. Her face goes from devilish to determined. Kind of like before but more determination. I know she is right. She needs to feel the power, pleasure, and satisfaction from hurting my balls. I try to relax. She keeps going digging her thumb into it as hard as she can. I can’t take it anymore. I start wiggling and begging.

“Please baby, take a break. Please ugh owww it hurts. Mphhhh ugh Baby! Baby!” I kept crying but not to loud. She sees that somehow I am managing some kind of restraint but knows she is really digging into my balls. She grabs my hair with her other hand and pulls it into the mattress. That was new! She looks into my eyes and tells me “shhhhh baby relax. Let me have this. You know you like it. Let me have it. Shhhhhh relax.” I can’t tell if she is squeezing more or it’s the cumulative pain but if feels like she is getting more strength from somewhere. Maybe because she had been drinking. She keeps saying “shhhhh it’s ok baby. Let it happen”

Part of me is scared because I don’t know exactly what she means. All of a sudden her eyes widen. My left nut starts to deform a little. She feels it. The devilish smile comes back. She is excited saying “oh my god baby yes, let it go, let me have it, give it to me! Ugh yes” I am trying to fight bouncing off the bed when all of a sudden it’s weird. No pain. I still feel her pressure but no pain. That’s not anything I have read before. She says “wow look at that squirt of pre cum!” And then I hear this noise like pulling apart Velcro under water. I can tell by the way her fingers move that they connected and slipped. She has crushed my fucking left ball. And the second my brain thought how is there no pain was when the pain hit. I couldn’t hold still. Moaning and groaning. Fear of closing my legs because of the pain. Just wiggling and groaning in pain.

She quickly grabbed my hair and forced my face into her tits. And grabbed my right nut. I didn’t realize not curdling up in a ball was such a mistake till now. She says “it wouldn’t be right to leave one all alone.” And she squeezed immediately with all her might. It’s always this big ending of a guy loosing his last ball. But this was short. The pain I was already incredible so I think I just let it happen so fast. I kept crying “... no. No. No. No” into her beautiful tits. Her fingers blew through my right nut though almost as quick as she grabbed it. Or at least if felt like.

She rolls to flat on her back. Breathing in deep. Within seconds she notices I am still hard. I don’t know how. But my still hard cock in her hands again. She feeling it is hard tells me to come fuck her as it’s twitching in her hand. With everything I got I gingerly get up to try and please her. I slid my cock in and what the fuck. She is so wet I can’t even feel her. I mean dripping and sopping wet. She moans a few time but quickly tells me to cum. Starts begging for me to cum. I start trying to fuck her as hard as I could. I thought I would get some kind of orgasm.

Then my cock started getting soft. What the hell was going on. Yea I was in pain but wanted her wet pussy so bad! As I was getting soft I felt my orgasm if you can call it that hit. As my softening cock got smaller a spurt came out. Little bit softer and another spurt. Finally I’m limp and feel the rest pump out. How the hell.. that was the least satisfaction I have ever had in cumming. Less than any ruined orgasm I have ever had. I keep trying to cuck her limp. She says “are you really going to keep going?”

As I keep trying with my limp cock. She starts in “are you really fucking me, your not hard, you can’t even get hard, probably your last orgasm and not even hard” and then “just stop your pathetic, balls are gone, give up”. I cum some more.. well or spurt two more times with a grunt. She has that devilish grin again watching me try to cum with my limp cock.

I fall to the side. Moaning and groaning in pain. She rolls to her side and reaches her hand back to touch me and as I flinch she says “stop already, get over yourself” she grabs my hip and pulls me to spoon “come snuggle up and kiss on my booty baby, worship my ass.. I am sorry, I couldn’t wait till my birthday. I know you wanted that. But I wanted to take them so bad! Ugh” I start rubbing and kissing on her booty. Fighting back the pain. I can’t say a word. I can only do what she asks. She giggles “don’t worry baby. I don’t think you will be getting it up anytime soon. Remember how you said you had a fantasy of me sleeping around. We will see but don’t you worry if your cock can’t get hard. I will still get pleased”

I am still groaning in pain. She grabs my hair and pulls me into her ass and forces her ass back. She says with a moaning sigh “I am so turned on right now but sense you can’t fuck me... I think we will start tomorrow” she grabs her phone and gets on Snapchat. Then pushes my head down. Says “don’t stop worshiping my ass, don’t worry about what I’m doing. I think you will enjoy watching me tomorrow with your bruised.. destroyed balls”