I deleted all the porn spent saving up for the past 10 months from my phone and I don't know how I feel.

I feel a bit proud of myself but I also feel angry. Feels like I deleted all of my effort used to find those pictures.
But I was tired of relapsing. Also was tired of fretting whenever someone borrows my phone.

Idk. I guess it feels like a part of me is good now. I don't know where to go from here on out.