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It was about ten years ago. I was out driving around one night with no where to go. I was bored and actively looking for trouble for myself. At this point you may be surprised to learn that I am an older man with a secret side of me that is best described in my mind as a slut. I don't comfortably admit this side of me. On this night all was going to come out in the open in such a way that even I still am amazed I got the chance to experience so much I had always wanted to know. Once it started I was even more surprised how easy it was to go through. Most of that can be credited to the college girl that helped me talk it out with her every step of the way.

We started out with very different goals. She was out walking the streets because she "liked her booze" as she later put it. I was out as previously stated looking for trouble. Through some degree of magic I had driven my truck back to the place I first noticed her walking alone. She did not shy away as I stared at her rather intently. Out of nowhere I managed to ask her if she wanted to go out for a drink. Little did I know that was exactly the perfect question. I was amazed how quickly it all changed. Suddenly I had found a possible partner to get in trouble with and she was happily going to get what she wanted as well.

I took her to a little bar I knew very well. Soon all had become so normal it seemed the possibility for the trouble I was after had faded to black in my mind. Like so many other times, that kind of trouble would have to wait for another day.

I was amazed at how easy she was to talk with. It seemed like a great first date. In no time it was closing time for the bar. I checked my watch and saw there was time to get more liquor. She quickly agreed it was the thing to do. Out of the bar with liquor in hand we were faced with coming up with a plan on somewhere to continue. I suggested a small secluded park I knew. She quickly agreed even showing extra approval of the idea. Off we went.

It couldn't get any better I thought. When we got there I parked and explained to her that the park was long and narrow. It went far back from the road. I suggested that no one was likely to see us if we went far to the back. We settled in sitting together on a really large rock in the very back of the park. I now began to open opened the bottle of JD she asked me to buy. It was simply the hard liquor she was after. No mixing drinks or small talk needed just drink. We shared the booze straight from the bottle passing it back and forth. between us.

By this time it was about 2:30 am. I had enough chance to look around and see that we where definitely alone. It was then I let my mind seriously started to re-think my original goal of getting into some very specific kinds of trouble. I decided another opportunity like this was likely in the next 100 years. All that was left to do was start my mouth moving and see what would come of my ideas.

Convinced to go with it I took one more nervous swig from the bottle. By mid sip I had firmly set my mind to just start the mouth going. As soon as I took the bottle away I just started talking. The words described how she easily could partner with me and let the trouble I wanted her to watch me do to myself get started. I was amazed myself at how easily my mouth started spewing the dirty little plans I had in mind for myself. She sat quietly but obviously in thought. While wheels were turning in her head she looked straight ahead I am sure just wondering if she really heard correctly what had just happened. She neither agreed or reacted badly my request. It seemed the seconds took hours to pass because I was so unable to take all I said off the table now. I decided to stand up and get started since she hadn't said yes but she hadn't said no either..

First I felt the need to explain that I was the only one expected to take any clothes off. She probably was happy to hear it. I already knew she had no intention of doing any such thing but it was only fair to say it out loud. I had already started to partially strip when she finally smiled and said I should "go for it" By then I was ready to continue taking it all off right in front of her. She remained seated on the large rock letting me strip but not looking directly at me. Next I was feeling the need to make sure there was zero confusion what my attitude was about doing this. I wanted no mistake that it would be understood that I wasn't being arrogant about my body and was not assuming this would turn her on. this was about me believing I was inferior to her and most females. I was extremely turned on getting the chance to convince her at that moment.

Stripped down to just needing to get my pants off I paused briefly. I continued with mouth in motor mode talking shit about myself. I didn't want her to mistake me for an ordinary flasher. I cant remember exactly what all I said exactly but the message was to make it perfectly clear my intentions were to end up totally naked in order to suggest I was inking my comparative worthlessness on the map for all to see and hopefully hear about. Before pulling my pants down I warned her to hear that I wasn't wearing underwear. It was just an excuse to trash talk myself more. She certainly didn't care if I had underwear at this point. I was grateful to be allowed to talk out loud about anxiously waiting to feel my dick flop into plain sight and next adding my balls gently swinging under my fully exposed crotch.

With my pants and shirt and shoes now tossed on the ground I returned to sit next to her back on my spot on the rock. Purposely I sat a little closer to her this time so my thigh slightly rubbed against hers.

With that she was ready to send me a personal message of her own. Without a word she looked straight down at my leg presenting for me a long dirty stare and my thigh. It was an obvious warning of the limits to the game I was playing. It felt good when she ultimately decided my thigh was not worthy of pressing the issue. I think she wanted it to be clear to me that she had no interest in any sexual contact with me whatsoever. Her reaction did manage to give a guarded okay for me to leave my naked body lying around anywhere for all the perversely obvious reasons I had already admitted to.

*"Just watch out if you are trying to suggest foreplay - that's off limits for you." was the message I took away.*

Finally I turned my thoughts to the socks on my feet. I purposely left them on so I could make my next point. She kind of shrugged her shoulders when I mentioned them. But by now she knew I had something else to say that had nothing to do with the socks on my feet. It was then I was able to make a week but overtly stated admission that I was nothing more than an an insatiable little slut in addition to everything else I was so eager for her to understand. With that revelation she even giggled a bit while nodding largely with approval. It seemed as if she was finally surprised at the lengths I would go to insult myself and she was ready to begin to have fun with it at my expense. It was going perfectly I thought.

It was some kind of sign that the sprinklers went on at just the moment I had tossed the second of my socks onto the clothes pile. Immediately she surprised me by eagerly suggesting we run through the sprinklers. Naturally I agreed. Even more shocking for me was she took the lead to set the pace for our run. Rather we would end up doing a kind of jog/walk. It was best since she was in control of that one. I made sure to position myself during the run so she would clearly see out of the corner of her eye the obvious lack of muscles in certain of my body parts. I also made sure the body parts I had in mind where bobbing all overt the place also to further my newly deserved reputation.

Back on the rock I was priviledged to ask if she could see what I was doing given that like a good girl she didn't directly look at my crotch. Smiling she once again nodded approvingly at the outcome. I asked her if it was obvious that I purposely positioned my cock and balls to have every chance to be plainly in her peripheral vision. She even went so far as to tell me that I was very successful. She said she certainly took advantage of my exhibitionism during the entire sprinkler run.

At various times during the wee morning encounter we also had many other very explicit conversations. As you might suspect I was offering the explicit proposals and my body was always the intended target. She knew that basically anything would go. Girls performing sexual beatings on me, Dick with balls repeatedly fucking me. Bare foot ball busting . No allowed use of rubbers in order to tack on swallowing every load as a form of punishment..