In a weird limbo of wanting to fap but at the same time I don't want to.

First I'd like to say that I'm on my longest streak ever. 7 days (now doing day 8)!! Woohoo!!

Now to the matter at hand. So I'm doing some schoolwork and usually I would do a little of it, take a break, go fap, then continue my schoolwork again. It became such an habit that my body does it naturally without even thinking.

Now that I'm doing Nofap, here I am doing my schoolwork and the now I'm taking a break. My body wants me to go fap but my mind is not even horny at all. It's a weird feeling that's hard to describe.

Anyway, I'm going too fap ofc, but I'm just sharing what's going with me.

Oh I also flatlined between day 6-7. Feeling less urges ever since. Maybe that's why my mind is stronger than my body now.