[M4F] #online #ESTtimezone Looking for friend-dom/practice

I'm 36 M and have a mostly closeted kinky life, because my friends and family growing up were more conservative sexually, and I never encountered people more open to me.
My partner knows about my kinks, and we have talked and she's fine with me working to understand myself better through some online friendship/interaction.
I want to practice just talking about things, possibly some very light one-off play, and just generally understanding myself and others, and communicating about it better. That's where my account name comes from, in that I want to be able to write down my thoughts and feelings better.

Kink-wise, I like femdom in that I find empowered happy women sexy, particularly when they feel empowered as women. I find it satisfying to provide amusement and contrast for women, while still remaining whole and not pathetic and self-loathing. I'm capable and don't hate myself. Very simple example: I like that I can easily build strong arms and pee standing, but I also want to see women enjoy things that come easily to them. I find those general differences between the sexes erotic, particularly when they lead to having my own weaknesses exploited. As such, I have a strong ballbusting fetish, but not as a masochist.

I've talked online with more men than women about my kinks, so women are preferred for chat.

Hit me up if you:
\-Want some one to chat about your kinks and life with you, and can do so in kind.

\-Want to remain anonymous, and thus also don't expect heavy immediate commitment, or commitment beyond online friendship

\-Want light practice play because our kinks are similar

\-Are OK with someone is may not respond for a few days.

\-Can communicate over reddit.

Ignore if you:
\-Just want money

\-Want an involved, committed relationship

\-Are not interested in personal understanding or growth