I want to kick a guy in the balls again

Posting on a throw away cuz i don't this on my main, too many irl ppl know about it.

I recently stumbled onto this sub and the other ballbust subs out of morbid curiosity, because I was intrigued to hear that this fetish existed. I was even more surprised to learn that its made up of mostly guys who want to get their balls busted because I initially thought, based my own personal experience, that girls would more likely be turned on by kicking guys in the balls then vis a versa, but I guess not. Which may be good because I'm pretty horny and I need to share this with someone, so this may be the perfect place.

The videos and stories on here have really awoken me to the fact that I love the idea of kicking guys in the balls. It just makes me feel so fucking powerful knowing that that is always an option in any scenario. And I keep thinking back (and masturbating) to the one time I did it.

When I was 20, I was in college and part of a pretty low-key sorority. There weren't really that many parties cuz Greek life at my school was mostly service-based, so when there was a party, we went all out. One night, we were mixing with this one frat at their house and the theme was pajama.

I got all cute with my friends and we headed over to the house. When we got there, some guy was at the door and he blocked us from getting in. He was some freshman (we were juniors!!!), and I guess he was into negging or something, because he was telling us that our pajamas were "too ugly" as a bad attempt at flirting. We tried to just go past him, but he like would not let us go even though we were clearly upset.

I don't know what came over me, since I was shy and not really aggressive, but I just kneed him in the balls so fucking hard I swear to god I heard a crunch. He yelled out, clutching his balls, and then he fell right onto the ground. My friends were speechless. We entered the house and they started dying laughing. Idk what happened to the guy, I think he threw up later but that might just be me misremembering.

Anyway, I just get so horny thinking about it. I put a guy in so much pain because he was being rude to me and my friends; idk it just feels like being a superhuman.

I'm 28 now and I work at an office, and while I can dream about grabbing my boss by the balls, I don't think that will ever happen lol. So sadly, I'll just have to live off of this memory until the next opportunity arises. I just want to become like a vigilante or something and kick evil guys in the nuts at night. Oh well, a girl can dream.