How I want my first time to go.

I have never been hit in the balls by someone else before... I've done little smacks to myself but nothing too hard, I enjoy that.

But I want more, I want to find a girl willing to explore with me. I want the woman I am going to marry to be my first buster. I have an ideal picture of how it will turn out.

We get home from a date and head to our room. I slowly start undressing her, then she does me. I look into her eyes and give her the biggest kiss I can while I slowly play with her pussy. She grabs my cock and jerks it. She pushes me against the wall looks deep into my eyes, tells me how much she loves me and without blinking she rams her knee into my balls.

While I'm on my knees she reaches from behind and squeezes them as hard as she can, pulling them around forcing me to crawl with them. She drags me onto the bed like this, once I am laid down, she climbs on top shoving her pussy into my face and punches my balls over and over while she sucks my cock until we both cum.

Of course you're thinking, how will I get this to happen? My plan is to tell her about this beforehand, I am going to show her some of the things I like kink wise. Once she knows about my desire to be busted I will talk with her about it, how I want my first time and how often we can do this sort of thing.

There is more that I want to do, but for my first time I feel this would be a good start. What do you think? Would this be too much for my first time?