I01 : Totem of Craving

Content warning : >!Hypnosis!<, >!Testicular rupture!<

Thinking of making a couple more of these anomalous entries. I hope you'll like them!

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For the crime I commited I was sentenced to community service. I had no idea what sort of community I’d be helping by dressing in a skin-tight suit that conveniently left my family jewels out to hang in the open, and it sure as hell wasn’t the fashion industry.

“Is this some sort of bad joke I’m not getting?” my question was ignored by the staff of the laboratory I was hauled off to as they escorted me into a large room. A single totem-like object was stationed in the middle, surrounded by a bunch of red tape that was as effective at stopping people as a slight elevation would be expected to. The whiteness of the walls, floors and ceiling was painful, forcing my sight to fall on the totem.

The patterns on it were unlike anything I was familiar with and upon stepping inside I noticed that there were holes on it, no larger than the size of a half dollar coin. “*I need to get closer...*”

The doors shut behind me, leaving me alone with not even the slightest of ideas as to what I was supposed to do. I expected the researchers to start giving directions, but nothing happened. It was obvious that I was being watched, it wasn’t as if the cameras were hidden at all, but I felt abandoned nonetheless.

“Am I supposed to get close to that thing?” trying my best not to think that my ballsack was just invitingly hanging out in full view, I didn’t wait for an answer before approaching. It was either an elaborate prank and those snacks I got were edibles, but the fact remained that the closer I got, the more the totem changed shape. “Wha… Is that normal?” I pointed at the totem, but, just as before, was given not even a hint as to what was happening.

Whenever I stepped back, it maintained its form, and only changed more whenever I moved closer than I was before. Whatever technology they were testing, it was truly impressive, or so I thought.

Before long, the totem took shape of a human and upon getting even closer I couldn’t even take my eyes off of her. A perfect ten, the girl of my dreams was sitting in place of that totem, though she was covered in exotic markings, I could vividly discern her features and I wanted to see more.

“Closer...” an alluring voice reached out to me and before I could react, I stepped over the red line. I forgot why I was there, standing close enough to see every part of her glorious, unmoving frame. I was excited, I wanted to get closer to her, but at the same time I was completely terrified as every time the rational desire to move away popped up in my mind, I couldn’t even attempt to act on it.

“Closer...” I obliged, stepping even closer to her. Just as I expected, she was completely naked with only the tattoos giving the illusion of clothing. I wouldn’t have been able to find fault in her even if I tried, it felt as if her very existence was made just to fulfil my desires. And before I knew it, without even having her to say another word in that sweet voice of hers, I was already close enough to touch her.

“Feed me.” such a simple request and I knew exactly what had to be done to satisfy her, but…

“No.” I couldn’t do something like that. There was no way I was putting my balls into that cute little mouth of hers.

“Feed. Me.” even when angry, her voice was music to my ears, but I had to fight it.

“No… please” my adamant resolve was reduced to nothing as I begged to keep my own manhood. I was no longer in charge as I shoved my hips forward into her face, my hands moving towards my low-hanging fruits.

**CRUNCH**

A silent scream escaped my throat as I, in a vain attempt to escape her control tried hurting myself. I didn’t even realize how much pressure I was applying to my poor right nut as I closed my hand around it and even though it hurt like hell, even though I felt as if I actually popped my own nut right then and there, it didn’t matter.

I had no idea how I was still standing up, but through some twisted mystic arts it was as if my body and brain were separated, though, unfortunately, only in one direction.

“How considerate…” Her voice became clearer and I could hear it as if she was whispering right in my ear. “But it would leave a bad taste if only one was pre-scrambled, wouldn’t you agree?” I tried to resist but I couldn’t move even a single muscle as I was forced to watch as my own hand closed around my remaining healthy testicle, but instead of crushing it instantly, I was forced to slowly and very painfully increase the pressure until the pain in both of my plums equalized. I thought that was it, but, apparently, the ball I crushed on my own got off easy. I would have passed out a while ago, but was forcefully kept awake by this sadistic monster, having to endure it till the very moment my fragile organ could no longer resist my own strength.

A muffled pop followed by my hand forcefully closing shut around the shattered nut signalled the beginning of the next stage as I, still but a passenger in my own body, had to squeeze the mushy remains of my nuts inside the small opening. “Come on… push harder. I’ll reward you generously for your sacrifice.”

“*Is this some sort of joke?*” I thought as the obliterated nut easily fit through the gap, “*Just what can be worth losing my ball… My BALL! It’s not broken! I can save it!*” I tried breaking her charm once again, going through every trick in the book, I attempted to free myself from her irontight grasp, but before any progress could be made, I felt another wave of nausea hit me like a truck. My half-shattered organ, swollen to the point of not fitting in the beast’s maw, was stuck halfway through.

“No! Please don’t! Please don’t take it!”

Laughter. Sweet, pure laughter filled my ears as my pleas were ignored and I was forced to push onto my remaining nut with all I had. Though, for some reason, it wasn’t nearly as bad as I imagined. I felt tired… so tired…

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Test log I01-XXX5 :

Subject reluctantly approached I01, and, upon crossing the activation perimeter entered an entranced state, attempting to put own testicles inside one of I01’s orifices following a I01-1 procedure.

Subject attempted to break free via self-harm, but was unsuccessful in doing so. Following that, I01 forced the subject to destroy one of the testicles before proceeding with I01-1. Before the procedure could be finished, the subject was shot with a tranquilizer and retrieved.

The remains of subject’s left testicle had to be surgically removed to prevent necrosis.