I just had the best and scariest session of my life

For many years I have been thinking about doing a session without a safeword. I have visited Dominatrixes for Ballbusting since I was 18 (26 now) but most of the time I have only participated in "soft" sessions - a bit of punching, some kicking but never more than I can take. But like for many others here the thought of being completely at the mercy of a woman, of having no chance to escape and being forced to endure everything she wants me to, has been incredibly arousing to me.

So I decided to take the plunge and booked a session with my favorite Dominatrix - a 23 year old Latina. We agreed that she would be punching my balls with boxing gloves - full force for the whole duration of Eye of the Tiger (the song is about 4 minutes long). I have to admit that I got the idea from Ballbusting Stacy, she once wrote on her Blog that she likes to play Eye of the Tiger while having a guy stripped to her table and punching his balls. I liked the idea and thought that 4 minutes would be easy to endure. The song would fit the setting (she wore boxing gloves, leggings and a sports bra) and would ensure that I can't stop the session prematurely - she agreed to only stop punching when the song ends.

She tied me to a pillar in her basement dungeon so that I couldn't move an inch, my legs and arms were totally immobile. Then she asked me if I was really sure I wanted to do that. Of course I agreed - I was already hard like never before in my life and could only think about how great this session was going to be - the fulfillment of my deepest fantasy.

So she started the music, kneeled before me and started punching. The first few seconds were alright, some direct hits but nothing that I couldn't take. But then she really started punching like a madman. I don't know how many of you have experienced something similar but let me tell you - having a fit girl punching your balls full force for 4 minutes non stop is pure hell.

After about 30 seconds I realized that I had made a terrible mistake. I started begging and wanted her to stop but she said that she would keep our deal, laughed at me and continued destroying my nuts. After a minute my balls were already so sore that every hit felt like a truck driving over my testicles - like I said, I'm not really used to hard sessions. At that point I still had three full minutes to go.

I was screaming at the top of my lungs, begged her to stop and prayed to God that it would end soon. It felt like eternity, I couldn't formulate a single coherent thought and all I heard was her laughter and the sound of her boxing gloves pummeling my balls. Nothing has ever felt as long as this song for me and I cursed myself for having such a stupid fetish.

When the song finally stopped, she released me. I was shaking and sweating like crazy and was glad that I hadn't eaten anything beforehand, otherwise I would have surely puked from this ordeal. We quit the session and during that moment I was almost completely sure that she had cured me of my ballbusting fetish. I never wanted to endure anything like that ever again.

But now that some days have passed, I have catched myself thinking more and more about my experience. I decided to write it down here and I have to admit that I'm again feeling aroused just by writing about it. It was definitely one it the scariest moments of my life and I was sure that this girl would turn my nuts into mush but already I'm thinking about visiting her again. But I'm pretty sure that I will try a different, much shorter song next time.