Erections No More

Erections no More

I am 42 years old and have been married for 5 years to a beautiful 25 year old brunette. My wife is very shapely and keeps herself in top shape by working out daily at the gym. She always has the males at the gym drooling over her and lusting for her body. She loves to tease me about all the men who want into her pants.

As I’m getting older I’ve found that it takes more kinky sexual things to turn me on. Don’t get me wrong, I love fucking my young wife but when I masturbate I fantasies about hard core stuff. I have a hiding place for all my magazines and toys in my office and keep all of it hidden from my wife. She would think I was really strange if she knew my fetish. I ration how frequently I masturbate so that I can still sexually satisfy my wife. There have been a few occasions where she came home early and wanted to have sex, but I was unable to get completely hard being that I just finished masturbating an hour before her arrival. She was concerned that she didn’t excite me anymore. I reassured her that that wasn’t the case, and she forgot about it after I orally brought her to orgasm.

3 months ago I got home from work and was shocked to see her in my office. I rushed in and stood motionless while watching her go through my personal masturbation box. She looked up at me and she seemed flushed. She held up a male bondage magazine and asked, is this why you have a hard time getting it up sometimes, have you been masturbating to these magazines. I was turning red and said yes, I jerk off sometimes looking and reading the magazines. She smiled and patted the couch and told me to sit. I sat next to her and she said, it’s o.k. all men masturbate, you didn’t need to hide it from me. I was shocked and said I’m glad you understand baby. She held a few sheets of paper which were stories I got from the net and written myself about castration and humiliation. She patted my cock , do you fantasize about being humiliated and dominated by a women when you play with your cock. My cock started to get hard and she could feel it. I told her I like to feel worthless as a lover and then being punished for not performing up to the woman’s expectations, mainly due to the size of my cock. She kissed me, you know after reading some of these stories and looking at those big strong men all tied up has really turned me on, would you like me to do some of these things to you. I damn near came in my pants, I have wanted my wife to dominate me since we met. I said yes honey I think it would be fun. She took the box of toys and stuff and said follow me.

In the bedroom she had me slowly take all her cloths off. When I removed her bra she had me lick her nipples. Pulling her panties off while she just stood there with her hands on her hips was exciting. I went to kiss her pussy and she slapped my face. Listen little man you have to earn the right to kiss my pussy, now strip and lets have a look at that little cock and see if you can even get it up this time. I was naked in a flash and stood in front of her with a dripping erection. She reach out and cupped my balls in her hand. My these eggs of yours sure feel full and heavy, you know there kind of big to be hanging under this tiny cock. She flipped my cock with her finger. Do you want to kiss my pussy? I nodded yes. Well go shave all the hair off you cock and balls and I will let you at least kiss her once. I ran into the shower and shaved all my pubic hair off, it was easy being that I have been shaving my balls for years and I only had to clean off a few days worth. When I got back to the bed room she was laying on her back with her legs spread. She had me come over to her so she could check to make sure I shaved well. When she was happy that all hair was removed she aloud me just one kiss to her powerful pussy. I kissed it and inhaled deeply. She pushed me out of the way and had me lean up against the headboard of the bed. She held my cock with two fingers, my you really do like it when I take charge don’t you. I said I love it and she let go of my cock and got my box of toys and set it on the bed. She pulled out a pair of hand cuffs and cuffed my wrist above my head to the headboard. I was leaking pre come as my fantasy was finally becoming reality. She bent over to get something else out of the box and gave me a perfect view of her pussy, it was wet and puffy obviously she was getting into dominating her husband. She the pushed my legs apart and attached the leg spreader to my ankles. She then smiled, now don’t you go anywhere I’ll be right back.

I waited about 10 lust filled minutes until she returned. She had put on a pair of white panties and a push up bra, she was also caring a bag with something in it. She looked at me, you don’t get to look at my pussy unless I have given you permission. She got on the bed next to me and stroked my cock really slow, she could tell I would blow my load if she went to fast. My sac is really large and allows my balls to hang loosely, as she stroked me my bag was raising and lower to her touch. Then she reached into her bag and pulled out a ruler and measured my cock. She giggled my my you are a little boy aren’t you, you penis is barely 5" long. You want me to control this little cock don’t you. I nodded yes, you will do anything for me won’t you baby, again I nodded yes. She then reached into the box and pulled out a ball gag and told me to open up, and strapped it around my head.

She stood up and straddled my legs and pulled her panties to the side. You would like to have your hard cock in here right now wouldn’t you. I shock my head and starred at her pussy. She lower herself down so her pussy was just about touching my cock. Come was running down the side of my cock I was so horny. She was rubbing her clit, I need to get fucked so bad but what do I have here just a little boy with a little boy’s cock, you don’t think you could possible satisfy me with such a small and thin penis do you. I shock my head no, well I don’t think your man enough to ever be in my pussy again, then she got off the bed. She reached into her bag and got out a wooden hair brush, you know I have known for about 2 months now about your fetish for submission and castration. I have been planning this for quite awhile now. I thought to myself planning what.

She set the brush down on my leg and got out some papers. You know the only reason I married you was because you are rich, and not to bad looking. I put up with your small size and inability to get it up when I needed it so I could live comfortable. Well things are going to change around here, I will be the one who is in charge of the money and our estate. I had a lawyer draw up the papers to transfer everything into my name and I will be the only one that has access to the money not you. I will keep you as my husband/slave as long as you do as you are told. She stroked my cock, it will be fun as long as you behave yourself, now I want you to sign your estate over to me. I was under her spell but I wasn’t about to let my wife whom I’ve only been married to for 5 years take everything I have worked for my whole life away from me. I shook my head no and she started to masturbate me faster, come on baby you want to come don’t you, all you have do is sign and I will let you come. I held my ground and shook my head no again. She let go of my almost ready to come cock and said I was hopping it wouldn’t have to come to this.

She reach over and picked the hair brush up and the reached between my legs and cradled my loose balls in the palm of her hand. She raised the brush and looked at me, last chance you better sign or else. I said no and she smiled and smacked my balls with the back of the brush. I tried to close my legs but couldn’t it hurt like hell. She smacked my balls again only harder, I screamed into the gag, my sac was trying to wrinkle up to protect my balls. She noticed this and made a circle with her fingers and pulled my balls to the bottom of my sac and turned my red balls up so I could see them. She then beat my balls with the brush about 10 times really hard and fast. I’ve hit my balls before during masturbation but this was way more pain than I have ever given to myself. I wanted to cry but is was also getting incredible horny my cock was so hard I couldn’t believe it. She noticed my excitement and my you really do like being bound and beaten, lets see if you little cock likes a little pain also. She got a Q-tip and put some icy hot on the end of it. She reached for my hard on and I tried to move my hips so as to prevent her from gabbing my dick. She grabbed it in her fist and worked the end of the Q-tip into the head of my cock and then pushed it down all the way, then she was fucking my piss slit with the damn thing. It hurt like hell but that even got worse as the icy hot started to work. She left the Q-tip in my dick and stood back and watched me. I was squirming and whimpering looking at my cock go flaccid and then noticed my swollen balls. This is something I would normally fantasize about but now that it was actually happening I didn’t care for it. She wiggled my limp cock and said there that’s better.

Now are you ready to sign the damn papers or are you going to force me to hurt you more. I shook my head no, there is now way I’m giving up all my power and money, all this was supposed to be a fantasy not reality. She pulled my elastrator out of my box and said have it your way. She got on the bed and used a piece of rope and tied it of the center of the leg spreader and then pulled my legs up to the headboard and tied it off between my cuffed hands. She then handed my sore balls and said such a shame it didn’t have to be this way. I watched as she loaded the green rubber band onto the elastrator and brought it towards my balls. She worked one ball through the rubber band at a time until she had the band up at the top of my scrotum. I’ve put bands on my balls before and masturbated thinking about having my balls straggled to death but also knew that I had to take it off after 10 minutes or I could permanently damage my nuts. She released the handle and I watched the band snap around the neck of my scrotum. My balls were forced into a tight ball and started turning red. I figured she was maybe playing a game and that I might as well enjoy it. My cock started to fill up and stretch out, she noticed my cock and smiled and grabbed the brush. She smacked my bound balls and they wobble a little. It hurt and she smiled come on get hard this is your last chance to get an erection, she continued hitting my balls and was watching my cock get hard. Once I was hard my cock pushing into my stomach forcing the Q-tip further down my piss hole she lifted up and removed her panties and started to masturbate rubbing her clit while lightly squeezing my balls. My balls looked twice there normal size and were throbbing and starting to turn blue. She was rubbing her clit faster and moaning and about to come, it was exciting watching her masturbate, when she started to come she squeezed and pulled super hard on my balls. I just about came watching and feeling this. She got off the bed and went into the bathroom. I looked at the clock and noticed that most likely I have been banded for about 8 minutes. I new I had to get the damn elastrator band off my balls soon or it would be to late. I decided that I would tell her I would sign the papers and when she uncuffed my hands I would get free and get the band off my balls.

Just then I could here the shower start and then the radio came on. I panicked knowing that if she was to take her normal time showering and getting cleaned up that it would be too late for my balls, I would become an eunuch. At this thought my cock got super hard and then to my amazement I started to come. It hurt being that the Q-tip was still in me but I came so hard the come went around it and coated my stomach will my load. My cock went flaccid and my mind cleared and I noticed my balls were now a dark blue almost black. I could here her in the bathroom showering and hopping she would hurry so I could get free. The shower stopped and my heart was beating fast, I looked at the clock again and realized my balls had been banded for about 25 minutes, she walk in the room and picked up her robe. I was screaming and shaking my head trying to get her attention. She walked over to me, you want something. I shook my head quickly yes. She removed my ball gag, well what is it. I said baby I want to sign the papers, but you have to promise you will take the band off my balls. That’s all I wanted, I’ll take the band off as soon as you sign your name giving me everything. I said o.k. She then got another pair of cuffs and put it on my left wrist before undoing the other cuffs. Now I would only have one free hand. When my hand was free I started to try to get the band off my balls. She slapped my hand away and grabbed my balls and squeezed, not until you sign. I was in pain and had no choice so I signed my life away. She pulled on my balls and recuffed my right hand. There now that wasn’t so hard was it. I said please baby take the band off before it is to late. She got a pair of finger nail clippers and snipped the band off my balls. Then she massaged my balls and helped to get blood back into them. It hurt like hell as my balls started to turn red again. As she massaged my sack and sore balls I started to get hard again.

She took the Q-tip out of my cock and stroked my frustrated cock, she was naked and her hair was wet, she looked so hot. Soon I was close to coming and said, wow baby for a minute there I though you were really going to castrate me. She continued masturbating me and looked into my eyes. I am going to castrate you, that is the only way that I will be able to keep you in line. I want this little cock of yours to always have his head down. My cock twitched at this and she pinched the base to keep me from coming. Once I calmed down she let go of my cock. I begged please honey I will do what ever you want but please leave my balls alone. She had a scalpel in her hand, I know you will do what ever I want especially if you want to live here. To my horror she sliced down both sides of my sac and set the scalpel down. I was about to beg again but she forced the gag back into my mouth. She reached into the left side of my bag with two fingers and found my ball and pulled it out of my sac. In my position with my legs above my head when she let it go it was laying on my bent stomach next to my dripping cock. I watched as she reached in and pulled my last ball from my bag. It was strangely erotic to see my sac lay flat and empty with both my nuts laying next to my erection. Then she untied my legs from the headboard and removed the leg spreader. She was careful to make sure my naked balls didn’t get stuck under my ass. Then she took both balls in her hand and held them firmly while she uncuffed my wrists. I immediately tried to remove her hand from my balls but she just applied a little pressure and I just laid there ready to accept her command. She told me to get up and held my balls as I did so. My cock was ready to explode, I was living out a fantasy and my cock had a mind of its own. She reached between my legs and switched hands on my balls. She lifted them up and I could feel the cords to my balls going up the crack of my ass as she lead me into the bathroom. She had me straddle the toilet facing the wall. Then she let my left ball go and it swung between my legs. Then she handed my some surgical thread and told me to tie off the cords to my left ball. I had read enough about castration that I knew what I was doing. I tied off one side and paused, it just could assist in my own castration. She squeezed my naked nut and told me to continue. I finished tying off the cords and she rubbed my back, that’s a good boy. Then she grabbed my left ball and let my right one swing free, now the other honey. I tied off the cords and was sweating knowing that now they were ready for removal. She still had a hold of my left tied ball and reached around and started to masturbate me. As she pumped my cock my right ball was bouncing up and down like a yo yo on its cords. She pinched off my quick orgasm and giggle. You will have to wait just a little longer to let you seed go honey. Now I want you to take the scissors off the back of the toilet and place the cords to your right ball in between the blades. I hadn’t even noticed the scissors. I picked them up and just held them she didn’t squeeze my ball like I thought she would, she rubbed my back, come on baby you can do it. You will be so proud if you are the one who destroys your manhood. If you can’t do it I will, but I think you can, you are going to be castrated one way or the other. I looked over my shoulder at her and she stood up still holding my other ball and kissed me on the cheek. I turned my head and looked down and placed the scissors into position below the ties to sever my ball from my body. She reached around and was rubbing my pre come into the head of my cock. Then she whispered do it now and with out thinking I squeezed the handle on the scissors and snipped off my ball and watched it splash into the toilet bowl and float to the bottom. I couldn’t believe it I actually cut off my own ball. My cock was about to explode again and I pinched off my own orgasm this time I wanted to wait until the final cut before I came. I felt a pin prick in my ass and looked back to see my wife pulling a needle out of my cheek. She smiled just a little something to help you relax. What ever it was it was making my back and neck feel warm. She switched hands on my ball again so she was standing in front of me holding my last ball out to be cut off. Now I’m going to let you ball go so we can watch it fall into the toilet when it is cut off, if you try to move away or run I’ll grab it and tear it off is that understood. I nodded yes and she let it swing free, she looked at me you know what to do honey. I nodded and placed the scissors into position again and with my free hand started masturbating she moved my hand way and told me to cut it first then have your last come. My heart was racing my cock was hard, I looked at my wife, cut it off now put your little cock to sleep for the rest of your life. I looked down and snipped it off and watched it join its brother at the bottom of the toilet. Both sets of cords had snapped back inside my empty sac now that the weight had been removed. My wife was rubbing my back and said go ahead honey beat your little cock off before it is to late. I took hold of my cock and watched my empty bag flop around and I beat my meat. Then as I was approaching what was sure to be the best orgasm of my life I felt the heat from the shot she had given me warm up my legs and was traveling up and soon hit my pubic area and stomach then my face. I felt flush and looked at my wife. She was smiling, that was a heavy dose of female hormones I gave you, I wanted to make sure that your cock would never raise his head again. You better hurry and come while you still can. I must of looked funny masturbating so fast, she was giggling. I was close to coming again when suddenly my cock started to go flaccid. I wanted to come so bad I kept at it but my cock kind of felt numb and I couldn’t get it to fire off. After about 3 minutes I had gone completely limp, my last orgasm denied me forever. I sat on the edge of the tub looking depressed as my wife sewed up my empty sac. She had me make her breakfast naked and I continually looked down at my sleeping cock and empty droopy sac.

I have gotten used to being flaccid with no ability to get hard. My wife thinks its great that I have no choice in the matter of getting hard or not. She has a young man living in our house and they sleep in the master bedroom while I sleep in the spare room. I have to go to work and run my company every day after serving her and her lover each morning. She pays all the bill and gives me an allowance every month if I’m good. It is so frustrating when they fuck in front of me. I envy her lovers ability to get hard and wish I had my balls so I could fuck her to. When she wants to humiliate me she has me slip a strap on dildo over my flaccid cock and fuck her. After she comes she has me masturbate her lovers cock and makes me spray his seed all over my little 3" flaccid member.

The other day she had a pool party with about 5 couples. Everyone was naked and she demanded that I strip also. It was so humiliating to have every one know that I was ball less and could no longer get an erection. Some of the lady’s were fascinated with my empty bag and would play with it commenting on how soft it felt.